2023 Check Up and Complications

Date: 12/29/2023 and 12/30/2023
Type: CE3,CE 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:50am/1:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:16am/1:16am
State of Mind Before: Relieved, Hopeful, Stressed
State of Mind After: N/A, Upset (Me), N/A (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Scoop Marks on right leg, Holiday Full Moon, "Go to Sleep" in my head, Wolfbrother knocked out.
Odd occurrences after: N/A

Well it is the end of the year, and for most of this year there visits have been spotty and not as invasive. Mostly just awareness of that their are nearby due to the feedback I get, and my wolfbrother sensing them throughout the years. Every once in a while I would get some communication here and there in dreams, but that is not proof.

As mentioned, my Wolfbrother is back with me. Our situation is an odd one. We meet through CERO, as I went to go find a support group for Abductees. He had an interests and own experiences, even tangling with Stan Romenak for a week. He was more outgoing and exposed himself to the Convention Circuit people. Me I just stayed away and did my best to survive with this issue and live a normal life. Sadly though, my Wolfbrother's life got turned upside down. He has his own physical and mental complications, one of which makes his claims dubious at times. What's worse is that his claims are not to far off. I know his stuff doesn't influence me, but the last few experiences were odd.

Since they haven't been bothering me.... they have no been on my mind other than the UAP Congress stuff and the latest movie "No One Will Save You". I been pre-occupied with day to day life..... taking care of my Aunt and Wolfbrother, dealing with the craziness in Los Angeles, and preparing for the disaster our government has unfolded. I been to busy taking care of my loved ones and dealing with my life to think about them. Yet a few days ago...they intrusion stepped up.

12/27/2023 I woke up around 7am, I noticed there was blood on my comforter. On my lower right calf there was four indentations in a line that had bleed. At first I thought I must have scratched my self with my toes...by my nails are trimmed and don't have any edges or way to make these off marks. I did think scoopmarks and just sighed, and went to wash the comforter paying no mind to something I was "used to" and didn't really care to deal with.

12/29/2023 was an uneventful night, but was one of the first nights in a while where we went to sleep early. I woke up around 1am to take care of my aunt, and couldn't get back to sleep so went to work on some of my projects. Around 4:00am I was getting unusually sleepy, and a "foreign thought" entered of "go to sleep". My response was odd as I was "okay". I stopped and shook it off as it was weird and I was annoyed. I had a few more pages to go. I started back to what I was doing. A few minutes later I get the same "foreign thought", and this time I just gave in. I went to my area on the floor, snuggled in and tried to think of something pleasant. I soon knocked out. However, a few moments I started dreaming about an intruder in the living room. I needed to lock the door. I did not feel safe and something was wrong. Next thing I know I am on my side, up against my wolfbrother's bed. I can't move. I start to scream, but I can only manage a groggy moan. I do manage to say his name a few times, but no response. I start to try and move anything. It is extremely difficult as nothing is responding, then I specific do my calibration check by trying to wiggle my fingers one by one, rotate the wrists, ankles, wiggle toes, etc. Fortunately I managed to wiggle something that allowed me to break free. My eye instantly opened, but I did not want to move. In the reflection of the TV I saw one of them by the door moving toward the otherside of my wolfbrother bed. It noticed me in the reflection and quickly moved away. I was scarred and didn't move for a while. I also was unsure of exactly what I saw...and after trying to disprove the occurrence...it was real. There was nothing wrong with my eyes or the lighting. At this time it was around 5:30am when I got up and checked on my aunt. It wasn't surprising when she told me she heard commotion in the living room, as somebodies were walking in and went down the hall to my room. That confirmed an incident had happened.

12/30/2023 was an uneventful night, again we went to sleep early. I made sure everything was closed, and wanted a restful sleep. I was very tired and been physically exhausted. I was happy that our situation would soon be over with our tenants and the city's housing issue. Things would be better. Again I was finishing up my project and went to bed willingly, and tried to snuggle and think nice thoughts as I drifted off to sleep rather quickly. Within moments I was in an odd dream. Again I felt the unease that someone was trying to get in, but this time they were looking for information. Again I woke up in my room, this time partially against his bed. My eyes were open, and as expected there was one by the door as seen from the TV reflection. I felt malice and ill intent from this being, not only was I being physically restrained it was attempting to dominate me. I was angry that it was here again, I was growling and struggling with ever ounce of my will. It started to move closer to me, jumping lightly one my wolfbrothers's bed. I got really angry and thought "Don't touch him. I will kill you! Get away from him!". It was curious as to my shift of self preservation to concern about my wolfbrother. It got closer to me and started playing with my backside. I was very bothered and heard "take one for the team" in my head, along with weird clicking audibly. I continued to struggle and watching it lean over from atop of the bed and examine me. My thought was, "these are not the usual ones and they are behaving different". The look is off as they are more shadowy, trying to remain unseen. Though they are here physically there is an ethereal quality to them as if floating. Also the manner in which I was being held and the mental domination felt weirdly off. It felt like a magnetic field, especially the mental energy it was directing at me. Usually it feels more natural and not as strong, but the influence it was pressing had a direct weight to it. As it was doing it's thing and I was thinking and it was ignoring my observations....I was like "Oh its a field or force directly emanating from it. It is much like a magnetic field, so if I warp or inverse the mental energy flow it will disrupt...." and at that point it did a "WHAT????" and backed away as my arm flew up and violently struck the railings on my wolfbrothers bed and I quickly got on my feet ready for a fight. I was in full fight mode, breathing heavily and ready to attack. Clock read 1:45am. My wolfbrother was unresponsive and knocked out (this was odd as he is a light sleeper..... he would have definitely woken up). I went to go check on my aunt and made sure the rest of the house was secured. Again she confirmed hearing odd movements and felt uneasy.

I was unable to sleep the rest of the night. I was bothered that my wolfbrother had been knocked out twice and did not respond. I don't like that tactics have changed, but these are not the usual entities that have shown up. What is worse is that they seem to be the one my Wolfbrother complains about, the ones that play with the backside. Months ago I jokingly told him "Look if they bother you that much...'I can take one for the team'. I am lonely and looking for a good time". It is odd it mocked me like that. Also it's manner of thought was more tangible than normal, as I said it had a weight to it. Plus it seemed unfamiliar with me...usually they know I am an issue. This one seem caught off guard, not only by my behavior but that I managed to "hear it and think". That "WHAT????" conveyed a lot of feeling from surprise, anger, extreme concern, and disbelief.

 

Thoughts on US Congress Hearing into UAP and UFO

 

Over the past three years the United States Government have begun a serious inquiry into the UFO Phenomena. Not since Project Bluebook has there been a public interest into the UFO phenomena. Of course those of us with an interest or involvement know that unofficially their have been reports and studies kept by various governments around the world. There are tons of books and movies, that have always attempted to shine the light on the existence of UFOs and Aliens. Congress decided to make an official investigation, renaming UFO and UAP. Our military and government have concluded that there is "something" that has been documented in our skies that has no connection to known organizations or nations. The the anomalies documented defy our knowledge of understanding flight and technology. Which leads to the issue of "Who is Operating these Vehicles?"

Finally, we have some response for our government officials... that there is indeed Non-Human Biological Entities in relation to the UAP/UFO phenomena. However it unknown where these being come from.

As a long-term abductee...I wonder. Of the thousands of us who have claimed sightings and abductions...where do we stand now? There is a huge legal question too..... if the U.S. government has knowledge of or as some have claimed working with......... is their liability for emotional, physical, mental damages? We know that a CIA blackops program MK Ultra was implemented by our government and was exposed in the 80s. So are there other blackops programs that were run from the era of Project Bluebook to the Present? How many people have been illegally monitored, experimented on, abducted and traded for advance technology or appeasement by said "Non-Human Biological Entities"? Also what of the damages and wrongful mental and medicated prognosis of thousands of people. A few decades ago, if you said you were abducted.... you were considered schizophrenic or worse. People were medicated and institutionalized for it. Many today suffer from Depression, Anxiety, and severe forms of PTSD.

And please take into account, that many of the people given testimony are considered reliable witnesses. Even before these round of inquiries you have the testimony of officers, lawyer, doctors, pilots, and military personal and agents that have witness UAPs or have been victims of Close Encounters.

As I mentioned COVID sadly has disrupted alot of groups that have met up. i know the support group I once attended had issues with COVID procedures. Schisms occurred, people left. Online was not the best format, as you were literally being recorded... so yeah..three years of information blackout personally. What was worse, is the Psychics in the group never saw Covid coming. Only thing I can attest.... abductions and visitation were still occurring.

With all the coming forward of this, it sort of makes things worse. I personally know my experiences are very real for my family and I. We lived with we are "either" crazy or it really happens and deal with it. But it has always been a private struggle, like a few people know what is going on. However as the government accepts this as fact, it brings home that my nightmares and monsters are REAL. The torture, experimentation, the deaths, and other stuff happened. I know some things may be logically discounted as my mind trying to cope with the experience, and in the heightened emotional state there may be some possibility of misinterpretation and exaggeration....... yet what I have experienced and gone through have made life very difficult. Then there is the looming issue that they will take me for good, and death may not even be an escape.

It is good to have the truth come out. Yet we are forgetting many of the victims here. It is not just a Military thing or National Security issues. There are US Citizens....who have been victimized.