Thursday, September 30, 2010

Waters of Life


As an individual who takes everything into account, I recently revisited a biological theory that may be used to explain the "psychosis" of abduction phenomena through a biological mechanism. Now again, I am only playing devil's advocate here because of two reasons 1) Abductees Report Dehydration and 2) Symptoms of Mild Dehydration. As an abductee, I know that what is happening to all of us is real and not cause by this biological mechanism.... after all how can complete unrelated strangers consistently have the same delusion?

Dehydration ranges in three various forms: hypotonic/hyponatremic (loss of electrolytes and sodium), hypertonic/hypernatremic (loss of water), and isotonic/isonatremic (loss of water and electrolytes). In humans, the most commonly seen type of dehydration by far is isonatraemic dehydration which effectively equates with hypovolemia. Dehydration really has something more to do with the amounts found in blood plasma and can effect the neurological system in some cases.


There are four levels of dehydration; mild, moderate, severe, and terminal. Each levels has a variety of symptoms and begins once 1% to 2% loss of water of the individuals body. So most people in general will usually experience mild dehydration from time to time. Once the body reaches 3% to 6%, moderate dehydration occurs, at 6% onwards severe dehydration occurs, and at 15% or greater it can be fatal.

Mild Dehydration Symptoms: thirst, decreased urine volume, abnormally dark urine, unexplained tiredness, irritability, lack of tears when crying, headache, dry mouth, dizziness when standing, visual snow, and in some cases can cause insomnia. Mild dehydration also has been shown to negatively impact people’s moods

Moderate/Severe Dehydration Symptoms: Some of the previous symptoms, there may be no urine output at all, lethargy or extreme sleepiness, seizures, fainting, sunken eyes, increased heart and respiration, body temperature may rise because of decreased sweating. At the 5% water loss, symptoms change to groggy or sleepy, headaches or nausea, a paresthesia (tingling limbs). At 10% muscles may become spastic, skin may shrivel and wrinkle (decreased skin turgor), vision may dim, urination will be greatly reduced and may become painful, and delirium may begin.

Now as with most things concerning people biology, all of are thresholds are different and we may experience more or less of these symptoms as indicated. Most intriguing is the symptoms of visual snow and delerium.

The aspect of visual snow is interesting becuase of the associated non-visual symptoms; tinnitus, depersonalization-derealization, fatigue, speech difficulties and cognitive dysfunction, anxiety, panic attacks or depression may develop. Abductee most commonly report tinnitus, a sensation of "ear ringing" prior to an experience. Also the after effects usually cause psychological behavoirs leading to be labled as depersonalization and derealization. Now delirium only occurs in certain situations with dehydration, but delirium does include hallucinations.

However, as stated early I am only describing the aspects associated with dehydration. This may possibly be a factor as many of the symptoms are experienced by abductees, who do in fact report some level of dehydration. However I am unable to answer this question, why and if are all the hallucination the same?
Is it possible as humans we do have some sort of genetic memory and lamarckism theory may have been right? Could these shared hallucination be a result of this?

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Movies: The 4th Kind




This movie is a dramatization about the Abduction experience (CE4). It is just a narrative about the phenomena taken in the context of a psychologist stumbling across some patients who share a unique experience in Nome, Alaska around the year 2000. Apparently a married team of psychologist had noted that several of their patients who suffered from sleep disorders had a common theme of night terrors associated with owls. The story takes off after the death of the husband of this team of psychologist, who believed his patients were being abducted by aliens. His wife, seemingly pick up the husbands findings as she too soon believes that an abduction experience is occurring within the town and herself. The film shows very little in the way of aliens and the abduction per say, but shows the real and traumatic experiences of the phenomena on human beings.

Please keep in mind this is just a dramatization. In order to build interest in the film, the advertising company and studio manufactured a believable and credible evidence that would support this infotainment that was "based" upon "actual events". Although as stated it brings the clealry illustrates the fear, anxiety, and stigma that abductees feel..... the story it self is a complete farce which has a secondary affect of hurting the credibility of many abductees.

First of all the events in the movie are fictitious, and even if you were to attempt to logically follow the movie there are several large loopholes of continuity and logic that do not make any sense (the circumstances and investigation of the death of the Dr. Abigail's husband by the local law enforcement.... many of you watch Law & Order and CSI.... you know what I mean) and the technical interference by the beings (video cameras and recordings are distorted, but a simple cassette recorder is not). Also the unprofessional behavior of and lack of responsibility the main characters such as the psychologists and the sheriff?

However, the movie does touch upon some of the beliefs that abductee's are familiar with. The way the entities enter the home, alter memories and perception, incapacitate witnesses, and somehow the interference with our methods of electronic surveillance. The film also make a leaps to connect the entities with the Annunaki of Summeria/Chaldea. Also the entities also do not care of evidence they leave behind and make no effort to cover up certain things. They are extremely aggressive and arrogant as well, going as far able to channel themselves through implants in abductees (such experiences often leave the individual paralyzed as it warps their body). The movie itself, I would say is a great Lovecraftian story more than anything.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

ODD EXPERIENCE

ODD EXPERIENCE #XXX

Date: September 20, 2010, and September 22, 2010
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 1:45 am to 2:30 AM., and 5:00 AM
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30 AM., and 7:30 AM
State of Mind Before: WAT guest (same), Precoopied (Me)
State of Mind After: WAT guest (confused), Scared (Me, Aunt).
Odd occurrences before: Tapping Incident on 9/20/10, High pitched Hum at 2:30 and 3:30 AM on 9/22/10
Odd occurrences after: None 9/20/10, 15 minutes of missing time and cars taking off.
Possible Influential Factors: None

This one I do not know how to classify. It was not a ghost on both accounts. Early Monday morning, my guest was on the computer and I was playing a video game. Around 1:45 AM to 2:30 AM there was a distinctive tap on my window. My guest was well aware and asked me if I heard that too, which I did. I tried to debunk what it could be, bit there is nothing that would have tapped by window. This minor event occurred on 9/20/10.

Early Wednesday morning I was working on some writing projects. Throughout the night I heard the familiar high pitch sound twice. I ignored it and kept my focus on my writing. I rationalized... it is only my ears ringers and kept myself busy. I kept my thought focused on my project. Around 5:00 AM I had to use the restroom, I picked up some books and had them nearby (books can be a good weapon). After I had washed my hands I leaned back on my bathroom counter and read a page or two. Suddenly and very loudly, I heard a series of clicks and and what I can only describe as plastic being bent (but it sounded like some sort of vocalized pattern) The noise seem to have come from my room, less than 12 feet away. The sound lasted for some 3-4 secs. It freaked me out and did not move not knowing how to react. I heard my aunt moan and then had the courage to get out of the room armed and check on her. At that time I heard three cars taking off. When I got to the room she was awake and said she need help to get up. I looked at the clock and noticed it was later than it should have been, but thought nothing of it as I was on alert. She likewise said she heard a very loud and strange clicking sound. I asked her if she made any noise as if to call me, she said before I cam in she was having a bad dream about our relatives that had passed on.
   That is when I determined that there was some bought of missing time. One it only took me  a few minutes to wash up and read. 15-20 mins are unaccounted for. Plus I did hear here moan since I was in the restroom after the noise. She claims she heard the noise, she also claims she was asleep and moaned, but she was wide awake when I came into the room. Also the odd part is the three cars, no one in the neighborhood (at least three people ever leave at 5am to 530 am ) leaves at that time. Plus the cars just seemed to start, no doors opening or closing, no people walking, etc. The cars started and they drove off ??? This is very unusual and I  am scarred.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Visitation

ODD EXPERIENCE #XXX
Date: September 19, 2010
Type: Visitation
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 3:45 am to 4:45am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30 am.
State of Mind Before: Tired (Aunt), Tense (Me)
State of Mind After: Confused & Scared (Aunt), Perplexed (Me).
Odd occurrences before: Flash of light from the window
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None

   Once again these beings are bothering my aunt. After I went in and said goodnight and came back to my room, it seems as she turned off the TV and being appeared after a flash of light. This time she noticed it walked through the fence by the door. It stood there and just stared at her. She was to scared to do anything. After a few moments it disappeared. Around 5AM I went to go and check on here and she immediately said... "Don't come out. Stay in your room. They are here again". I quickly proceeded to go to her room to check on them both. She was crying and visibly shaken up. During the time I was in my room, I had a feeling they were her but ignored it.
   She is convinced there attempting to take her away and that she wants to move and get out of here. She also wants to protect me from them, becuase she believes they will hurt me. I tried calming her down by rationalizing with her, that there is no way she can protect me (especially since this has happened to me many times before). I do thinks that there is some activity going on in the attic as there are some odd noises there preceding and after the incidents. I did my best to send out a message "to stay away... this is my domain... I am guarding it... go away". There was definitely some type of presence in the vicinity, but it dissipated after I asserted myself in the area.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

UFOs 'On The Record': Original Drawings From Eyewitness Accounts

From the Huffington Post

Last month, journalist Leslie Kean revealed shocking testimonials from government officials about unexplained behavior by unknown objects in the sky over many decades.

Kean's book, the New York Times bestseller "UFOs: Generals, Pilots and Government Officials Go On the Record" includes a foreword by John Podesta and first-person accounts written by over a dozen military and aviation witnesses and official investigators from around the world.

A Huffington Post slide show from last month provides useful background for this batch of new information, which focuses on original witness drawings, and the importance they play in UFO investigations, particularly when similar features are depicted in different locations and at different times.

What do you think about the credibility of the accounts? And what, if anything, have you seen?

Monday, September 13, 2010

Visitation

ODD EXPERIENCE #XXX
Date: September 13, 2010
Type: Visitation
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 1:30 am to 1:45am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:00 am.
State of Mind Before: Tired (Guest "WAT"), Exhausted (Me), Depressed (Me, Guest "WAT")
State of Mind After: Exhausted (Me), Depressed (Guest "WAT"), Confused & Scared (Aunt).
Odd occurrences before: Really exhausted, Insomnia during the week (Me)
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None

So yesterday I feel asleep around 10pm. I was really exhausted and despite shows that i wanted to see last night I feel asleep really early. Just passed out. My guest had been asleep for most of of the day since 4:00am. My aunt was watching TV in her room and fell asleep around 12:30am.

My guest was awoken around 1:30 am because he was startled for a moment and felt an unusual presence. For some odd reason he felt two greys were in the house. He just sat there and went back to sleep, not really caring if they did anything (apathy).

My aunt awoke around the same time, and claimed to see two of them standing at the doorway to her bedroom. They were just staring at her. They did not say anything, but just stood they. She asked them "what do you want?". They just stood there.
Both of the aliens were wearing robes, whitish tan. Then they suddenly "vanished".

Patrick woke up when they vanished and started to bark. Just before he barked in my room I awoke and felt something odd and grabbed my weapon. Patrick barked then, and I figured it was just the cat. I calmed down, but my weapon back and got up to go to the restroom. I went to check on my aunt and she did not mention anything but looked upset. I paid her no mind and put her to bed. For the rest of the night until 5am I just did chores around the house.

This morning my aunt mentioned to me they showed up. She said she didn't want to say anything becuase she thought she was dreaming, but said it seemed to real. I asked my guest, if he was up before I got up around 1:45 am. He said no, that he was asleep, but did wake up when he "felt two aliens" enter the house. I did not tell him about the aliens, and what make the story more interesting as that he guess the correct number of beings.

Just to note... this coincides with the usual pattern of the middle of the month.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Misnomer: Paranoid Schizophrenia


There are a large number of people out there well versed in dime-store psychology. Just becuase you taken a class, studied a chapter in high school, or have been to a therapist... this does not give you the license to label people.When bringing up the supernatural or extraordinary events that can occur in life, most people will assume you are Paranoid Schizophrenic. However, like any science, there are certain criteria that need to be met before a label can be put on a person.

So let's start with the diagnostic criteria for Schizophrenia. There are two categories in which person who is
Schizophrenic fall under:

A. A Mood Disorder With Psychotic Features, another Psychotic Disorder, or a Pervasive Developmental Disorder and is not due to the direct physiological effects of a general medical condition

B. A pervasive pattern of detachment from social relationships and a restricted range of expression of emotions in interpersonal settings, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by four (or more) of the following:

*neither desires nor enjoys close relationships, including being part of a family

*almost always chooses solitary activities

*has little, if any, interest in having sexual experiences with another person

*takes pleasure in few, if any, activities

*lacks close friends or confidants other than first-degree relatives

*appears indifferent to the praise or criticism of others

*shows emotional coldness, detachment, or flattened affectivity

In all honesty I do not fit the criteria above. I desire and enjoy close relationships, I like sharing group experiences or activities (lifestyle leads to solitary activities since not everyone is available), I am a gay male...so I have a interest in activities, I like the things I like, and I have close friends. I try to be indifferent to praise and criticism because I do not like to feel obligated or controlled by other people, and such actions are method to shape your behavior (any psychologist can tell you that about the mechanism and use of praise and criticism in behavioral psychology). Detachment, emotional coldness, flattened affectivity...nah... cause I am very emotional person... I choose who sees what (if your not in my comfort zone then you get nothing out of me, being detached well... people come and go in ourlives and is a budhist principle). So I am not schizophrenic

WAIT.... BUT....

There is the differential diagnosis and associated disorders rights? Yeah... but first and foremost I am an individual. Yeah I may seem odd and eccentric, but who isn't? I would not be described as someone like "Howard Hughes"... now that is odd/eccentric! And suspicious? If you can read body language I give many cues. As for the associated disorder... I seriously doubt I can fall into anyone of those labels either.

So okay... what about Paranoid Disorder? Well again no. I do not meet any of the diagnostic criteria to be even considered Paranoid. To be considered paranoid (A pervasive distrust and suspiciousness of others such that their motives are interpreted as malevolent) you need to have four or more of the following:

*Suspects, without sufficient basis, that others are exploiting, harming, or deceiving him or her.

*Is preoccupied with unjustified doubts about the loyalty or trustworthiness of friends or associates.

*Is reluctant to confide in others because of unwarranted fear that the information will be used maliciously against him or her.

*Reads hidden demeaning or threatening meanings into benign remarks or events.

*Persistently bears grudges, i.e., is unforgiving of insults, injuries, or slights.

* Perceives attacks on his or her character or reputation that are not apparent to others and is quick to react angrily or to counterattack.

*Has recurrent suspicions, without justification, regarding fidelity of spouse or sexual partner.

Again.. I do not fit the criteria. I will say that I am cautious with a healthy level of distrust. We do live in a world of identity theft and low moral character.
The American Culture is all about looking out for #1 (distrusting everyone and making sure your on top). So yeah a healthy sense of doubt is needed to survive. Also I am methodical and not quick to judge until I have my facts.

Now... what does this have to doing with being an abductee? Because this phrase is commonly thrown around to ostracize us or dissuade the belief in the paranormal.
Also why would we all share the same hallucination if this was the case? Why do you have relatively trustworthy officials who are not labeled as such seeing the same thing??? These inconsistencies do show that we are not mentally unsound.

We may have symptoms due to the events that due occur, such phobia and stress disorders to name two, but there are quite a few of us that are mentally sound people. So before you open you mouth and start labellings do some research first.

A good scientist has an open mind, for discover and innovation. A person willing to admit their mistakes and learn from them. Most of all is a seeker of fact and truth that can provide evidence or observance.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Theory: Implants and Paralyzation


Now in two previous post I have discussed scientific methods in which paralyzation occurs and the possible links to DMT. So doing some further research I was thinking as to how the sonic pitch that so many abductees hear figures into this..... so here is my overall theory on how Alien Abduction Occur through the use of Implants.

The Implant
An alien implant is usually metallic or crystalline in nature. Implants that have been recovered range from silicon based diode/cathode, quartz like sliver of crystal, and unknown metallic composites. These implants are usually coated in Calcium by our bodies natural immune system. Keep in mind that it has been proven and theorized that quartz crystals can be used for data storage and a number of minute diodes/cathodes can by found in microprocessors.

The Pitch
These implants are reactive to certain pitch frequencies and our powered through our natural bio-electrical system. the very nature of a cathode/diode works on a very weak charge. Since the implants are constructed of materials with a crystal lattice, they react to sonic vibrations. Signals could be sent to alter there genetic structure or cause the calcium coating to react. The sound is used as a triggering mechanism for the implant, based on the piezoelectric effect and subsequent reaction through hypersound velocity.

The Chemical Reaction
Once the implant is triggered it either releases a certain chemical that is encapsulated in its construction or related the bodies natural coating  of calcium to produce calcium chloride or calcium hydroxide. These chemical either cause paralyzation through photochemical reaction, or increase DMT that natural occurs in the brain to induce paralysis, or weakens the cell membranes in order to become more susceptible to chemical introduction.

The use and creation of the calcium chemical compound could explain the secondary symptoms of dehydration that occur after an abduction.

Implants are usually located in the extremities (arms or legs) on the left side of the body. Our circulatory system pressure is from left to right, and distributed through out the body evenly. The chemical reaction is then distributed through the blood stream as oxygen/gas is introduce to our plasma containing the drug, new calcium component, or susceptible cell.

The Blue Light
No the blue light associated with abduction is either due to a reaction of excited argon (used in to increase the potency of natural DMT in the brain) or a form of Ultra-violet light (paralyzation through a photochemo reaction) as stated initially. 

I believe this is the method on which abduction occurs in cyclic cases. This methodology works for individual abduction cases and group experiences as well.
Serious research independent of the abduction phenomena is currently under way in devloping mechanism in which to induce paralyzation other than a chemical injection.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Paralyzing Living Organism with UV Light

Scifri Videos: Paralyzing Worms With Light


Apparently scientist have come up with a method to induce paralysis in worms using a chemical and UV lighting. What does this have to do with Alien Abduction? well it could begin to explain one of the mechanism that an individuals could be paralyzed.
As with another article I wrote before I found this out... paralysis can occur if a "chemical is introduced and is charged". This is really eerie since it shows my theory was already going in the write direction.

Basically there is a connection with the bright lights that abductees see, and an introduction of a chemical agent. Although I believe that greys are using a noble gas (argon), the above experiment is using a chemical solution. Also their test subject do not 100% of the time return to normal, some of them die as a result of paralysis. This give hope that we may be uncovering their methods and how we may counter them!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Odd Experience: White Lines or 2D Images?

ODD EXPERIENCE #XXX
Date: September 3 & 4, 2010
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00 am to 5:00 am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 10:00 am.
State of Mind Before: Normal
State of Mind After: Puzzled.
Odd occurrences before: A dream/experience that my aunt had.
Possible Influential Factors: None

    Before mentioning what I was seeing, I need to make sure what I was seeing and kind of debunk what is going on and identify what it was. Several times I was in my aunt's room, I noticed something out in the hallway. I saw a series of three or two white lines, as if the edge of paper simply moved across the hallway. This has occurred only so far at night and around 2am to 5am.

So at first I thought there was something wrong with my eyes, either due to eye strain or from fatigue. However, looking at what would cause this I have none of the symptoms of any eye disorders.I discounted eye problems becuase I am not seeing these shapes at another other time of day and not seeing anything else out of the ordinary. Now as far as ghost, there was a possibility that it could have been a few wandering spirits. Ghost or spirits appear in a variety of shapes and forms. This was a big probability, yet none of the other telltale signs were noticed. The third option, was them... in the sense that they had somehow disguised or altered there form to the 2nd Dimension. Basically length and width, without thickness. You would not seem them if the stood sideways, and would be able to view them as the walk as movement in the 2- may be viewed as a line in the 3-D. It could have been them, especially since my aunt just had an incident.

I finally discussed what I saw and asked if she had seen an thing odd like moving white lines. She indicated that she had seen these odd lines several tomes in the past, during the day and as well at night. She had seen these lines during the times when my grandfather and my grandmother died. She has seen these thing at other times as well. I have not figured out yet with this is.
 

Friday, September 3, 2010

ODD EXPERIENCE or Dream

ODD EXPERIENCE #XXX
Date: Septemberust 2, 2010
Type: Visitation
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 4:00 am to 6:00 am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30 am.
State of Mind Before: Normal
State of Mind After: Dazed and Confused.
Odd occurrences before: None
Possible Influential Factors: None

    This event happened to my aunt. I put her to bed around 3:00 am. I stayed up and played Castle Crashers and read until 12 Noon. While I was awake during this time, nothing odd happened save for a few slight power fluctuations that are normal from time to time. I noticed nothing out of the ordinary.


   However, she claims that she awoke sometime after I put her to bed. She was on some type of recliner (leather type) in front of a control panel. She was paralyzed and could not move. Adjacent to here was another chair, and a being in a hooded robe (same being she has seen time and time again) was sitting in it manipulating the controls. from what she saw of the room there where in, it seemed spherical and white with sort of an illumination you get from a computer monitor. The control panel has some light flashing of green, red, and yellow and seemed like LED lights of a console. She panicked and tried to speak. The being told her "I am taking to my planet. There you will be able to walk and feel no pain. There is no need to worry". She protested as replied that she could not leave with him because of myself and our dog. The being replied, "There is no need to worry", and repeated that phrase several times as she continued to protest until she blacked out.


She says that she could not fully see the being's face, but the head was large and she could see the large black eyes from a side profile. She also indicated that the being moved its mouth when it spoke, but was not sure.
She seems rather confused and hazy, but remember the incident vividly and not so sure if it was a dream.


I however and wondering what is going on, since it is the 1st of the month again? These incidents seem to be on a cyclic phase with here. Also the curious question is who are they? So far I am beginning to think that we are either dealing with multiple species of greys or hybrids.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Movies: Mulholland Drive



If you are familiar with David Lynch's work, you know that it is rather unique. His films have startling visuals and are at times very confusing as there are multiple plots and meanings and tons of symbolism. However, one of his early works "Twin Peaks" does obviously touch upon alien abduction and UFOs. Now "Mulholland Dr."........

The story here however has a few twist and turns. Although many people believe the story is about the darker side of Hollywood, and the life of struggling stars, and murder.... there are some very very odd sequences in the film that relate to Alien Abductions.

1) The "Silencio Theatere" an abstract place like the "Red Room" from Twin Peaks..... is this actually were abduction occurs?

2) "The Two Old People and the Box", there is an odd cube in the movie were old people seem to crawl out of and warp reality? Are they demons or just aliens?

3) "The Bounty Hunter"... he appears out of now where in a desolate place. When he moves the lights seem to flicker.

4) The "Little Man".. some Hollywood mogul that lives in an underground base and calls the shots. He is under medical care.

It is these odd parts of the film that make me wonder, if there is another story. I admit the film takes a couple of viewings to fully digest....but i think this movie is about Alien Abduction, and the odd tricks they play with peoples mind.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Gaming: The Sims


This game by EA Games allows you to play "real life" in a simulated environment. You can create a characters with limited AI who will socialize, play, work, and interact with their environment. It is worth to mention that the game had an easter egg in the Sims, which has continued in the sequal the Sims 2. If your character take an interests in astronomy and uses the best telescope in the game there is a probable chance they will get abducted by aliens.



Now the video above, show the actual game sequence when you get abducted and when you are returned.
The middle of the sequence was designed as part of this person's game play...as a movie. However, your Sim is abducted for a period of three hours and is badly shaken up after the experience.