Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Threats and Truth Revealed

Date: December 17, 2013
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00-3:30 am (Aunt)/ 2:00am-3:30am (Partner & I)/2:30am-3:00am (H)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00 am (Aunt)/ 2:00am (Partner & I)
State of Mind Before: Angry, Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Angry (Partner & I)/Stressed (H)
 State of Mind After: Angry, Sad, Depressed (Aunt)/Angry, Terrified, Uncaring (Partner & I)/Stressed (H)
Odd occurrences before: Major Fight between everyone except H.
Odd occurrences after:None
Possible Influential Factors: Full Moon, Last Full Moon of the year.

That night I went to sleep angry and sad. There was an incident that happened over the weekend in which all parties became highly irritable with one another. That night I felt stressed and dejected, and was contemplating on what to do. I had re-arranged the kitchen and opened up more of the home so there was a wider space and open air feel. I slept separately. When my partner went to be I lie in my corner on the floor, I heard the familiar sounds, but they were also allowing me to see where they were in the house. I have no idea on how many there were that night, but there were several outside and inside the house.

Suddenly I was paralyzed, there was an intense bright light in the room. I attempted to struggle as they walked around. I attempted to yell and scream. I attempted to bang the closet door but to no avail. I heard my aunt scream for help and call out my name. I managed finally to break free, but one of them put me back under and I knocked out. This time I awoke, no bright light but they were still in the room around my "Partner". I tried to struggle, but again was prevented from moving. I managed to roll back and forth and finally able to hit myself against the book case and topple some magazine. That broke me free and I managed to run toward my door and grab a sword, but again there were many and I dropped.

This third time I believe I was in a mental landscape of the house. They were still in the room around my partner. They communicated "He is the chosen. You are to care for the promised one"... "No choice"... "You must comply or else". I quickly backed away as I heard my aunt scream and call out again for me. I grabbed the sword and ran to her room. When I got there in the mental landscape, they were attempting to take her out the window. I managed to grab hold of her and pull her back in. She was crying and yelling at me "Tell me how much she hated me and this was all my fault". I put her back to her chair and checked the rest of the house, they were gone. I walked back to my sleeping spot and lay down.

It was then I woke up.... I was shaking, and in the midst of a panic attack. I realized what had happened and ran to the door and got my sword. I quickly went to check my aunt. She was up and said something was walking in the hallway, she yelled for me but I never came. I told her I was just checking the house. I was visible shaken. When I got back to my room I cried, I then put the sword away and asked my partner to let me back in bed. He was oblivious to what had occurred. I broke down shaken and quietly crying myself to sleep.

My partner's friend, H, was also visited at 2:00am. A bright light shown in his window and they were in the stairwell. He was very stressed out.




The Promised/Cursed One



A number of posts have been removed concerning the "Promised One". Since August I met a particular individual whom I gotten close to, however this was an arrangement made by "them". I consulted my own auguries into this matter, and indeed this one is a "gift" but at a cost. The "Promised One" is not a reward but a responsibility thrust upon me.

At first the "Promised One" presence kept them at bay, they left me alone and granted me a month of non interference. It was in this period were I felt "safe" that I let my guards down. The "Promised One" is full of potential, but none of that matters as there are personal issues. From what history has been shared, he ignores the possibility and dislikes talking about the subject of "them". Furthermore we have begun to clash in a most inharmonious way. I am a man of my word and honor though, but I am trapped in a bad situation.

A week ago "they" came back.... (see 12/17/13 incident report). They threatened me and was reveled that he is "special to them" (possible nth generation hybrid) and I am to care for him no matter what or else. I tried fighting them off, but it ended up me being terrified really bad.

I do not know what to do. Things have a potential to either be really really great or really really disastrous. 

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Spoke to soon, but it's not me....

Date: December 3, 2013
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:15 am (Aunt)/ N/A (Partner & I)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:15 am (Aunt)/ N/A (Partner & I)
State of Mind Before: Tired, Sad (Aunt)/ Happy (Partner & I)
State of Mind After: Tired, Sad (Aunt)/ Confused (Partner & I)
Odd occurrences before: Cat has behaved odd and skittish.
Odd occurrences after: Cat skittish.
Possible Influential Factors: Coast to Coast show.

Early this morning we both left to go to the market at 1:00am. My aunt was asleep in the room.
We went to a 24 Hours Ralph's and got back around 3:30am. When I got back, my aunt was awake and said she had a "visitor". Apparently around 3:15am she awoke and their was a being standing in the bathroom doorway, staring at her. Her blankets and covers were off and the being communicated "Be careful" and just faded into the bathroom. My aunt felt odd and nodded off and had a dream in which her parents saw her and were crying, as she reached for them they walked away and she woke up.

A few minutes later we walked in. Unfortunately the information she gave me was that it was "a grey".
I not sure if it was our usual ones or the new ones. She just said it looked like them. The cat is oddly skittish.  

Monday, December 2, 2013

FlightRadar24.com


A useful tool for checking flight paths in your local area. Flightradar24 uses real time tracking from ADS-B data and display FAA traffic with a 5 minute delay. It will display flight information such as call signs and flight numbers, in addition to many functions such as a playback which will allow you to see flight paths from a previous point during the day. Not only is this tool available for PC use, but it can also be displayed on many mobile devices.

UFO enthusiast and hunters, will find the app useful as you can show planes that fly over a certain area at times. The tool does not track unidentified object that are in the airspace though. There are premium features available for a subsciption fee of $2.99/month which allow you to have a radar view, as well as the ability to view data from NDB and VOR stations.


Friday, November 1, 2013

Self Experiment: Mood/Behavorial Change "THC" #02

Start Date: 10-31-13
Start Time: 2:15pm

Dosage: 1 bowl, strain type "Larry OG (Indica)". Assumed potency of 16% THC, amount of THC should be better absorbed through pipe.

Hypothesis: What would mood behavior characteristics would result compared to abduction or ghostly experience?
Using a a known substance to induce anxiety, paranoia, mood alterations, etc., could I reproduce these experiences?
According to the expert who administered the dosage, onset should be within 5 min after completion of a 1/4 dosage. Symptoms may last for a few hours/minutes that may/will include giggling, hunger, thirst, sexual arousal, paranoia, anxiety, or drowsiness. Behavior and Mood Alteration is a key aspect to look for.

Timeline:

10-31-13, 2:15pm: Experiment Started.

10-31-13. 2:15pm: Administer felt full normal affects with standard 5 minute window. Subject had no physical or mood/behavioral effects. 1 bowl was smoked and no changed occurred in subject.
"Larry OG (Indica)" had a very pungent aroma, its flavor was acrid and peppery and most unpleasant. Smoke via the pipe burned the back of the throat more.

10-31-13, 2:25pm: Full Dosage completed and shared with Administer. No Behavior or mood changes on my part noted.

10-31-13, 2:50pm: 3/4 bowl and shared with Administer. Administer felt full affects. In order to make sure that a full shot was taken, subject purposely inhaled and swallowed smoke causing to choke on purpose.

10-31-13, 2:55pm: 3/4 Dosage completed. Administer felt full affects. Subject began experiencing dry mouth, but seems to by salivating more than usual, possible due to choking and swallowing smoke.

10-31-13, 4:00pm: Subject walked to market with administrater

10-31-13, 4:30pm: Subject began dinner. No change in appetite.

10-31-13, 5:00pm: Dinner served.

10-29-13, 5:30pm: Experiment window closed.

10-29-13, 7:00pm: Administer had another dosage with second hand smoke in front of subject. Subject felt uncomfortable, but this may be due to the choking from fully inhaled smoke.

Results: Results are inconclusive. Subject inhaled and absorb smoke properly as done by administer. Physical and associated mood/behavioral affects associated with higher than normal dosage not present in subject. Ingested smoke had no delayed effects, as more frequent than saliva production and pain may be do to full inhalation "swallowing/choking" of smoke. Choking was done on purpose to ensure that a dosage was taken in, and that maximum allowed THC should have been absorbed throughout the body.

Beyond experiment window, around 1am patient felt a bit ill and had hot flashes. This was attributed to the choking and discomfort in the subject's throat. Subject did not show any typical physical signs and dry mouth is more attributed to choking, as it persisted and night and next day. Subject slept as normal "insomniac" with frequent period of sleep followed by being awake.

It is more than likely possible that the subject may most likely be resistant to certain strains, and in order for effective results may need a specific method of ingestion/inhalation and/or strain.

Noted that subject prefers the cigarette versus the pipe. The particular strain used was too pungent and peppery for their personal preference.

At this point since here was a probability of THC absorption it is safe to state that their was no audio, visual, or tactile alterations to perceptions. Although highly unlikely, Aunt may be  a recipient of second hand smoke, and at 2:00am she reported seeing something and exit here room. Note at the same time "Promised One" did cry out "Noooo" around this time as well.

It is recommend at that time, since result are inconclusive that testing should cease and allow the subject to natural cleanse within the 30-60 day window.

Update: A day later subject has experienced an inflamed uvula due to trauma of coughing. This is a common symptom/result of excessive coughing. Subject is feeling mild discomfort but has indicated that this has occurred before during a run of bronchitis and is not worried. Therefore no THC was absorbed in this experiment either, has indicated that mucus taste of the "Larry OG (Indica)". Wonder if subject's natural immune system might be extra efficient at catching smoke? 

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Self Experiment: Mood/Behavorial Change "THC" #01

Start Date: 10-29-13
Start Time: 1:30am

Dosage: 1 Standard cigarette length, strain type "The Don". Average potency of 16% THC. 

Hypothesis: What would mood behavior characteristics would result compared to abduction or ghostly experience?
Using a a known substance to induce anxiety, paranoia, mood alterations, etc., could I reproduce these experiences?
According to the expert who administered the dosage, onset should be within 5 min after completion of a 1/4 dosage. Symptoms may last for a few hours/minutes that may/will include giggling, hunger, thirst, sexual arousal, paranoia, anxiety, or drowsiness. Behavior and Mood Alteration is a key aspect to look for.

Timeline:

10-28-13, 4:00pm: Dinner consisting of 2 baked potatoes and 1/2 cheeseburger.

10-28-13, 5:00pm: Nightmare. Attempted sleep.

10-29-13, 1:30am: Experiment started.

10-29-13. 1:35am: Administer felt full normal affects with standard 5 minute window. Subject no change of perception or moods. "The Don" has a toasted marshmallow flavor, and taste was of a oolong tea leaves. The smoke itself was smoothe, with little to no burn at all in throat or nasal cavities.

10-29-13, 1:40am: Full Dosage completed and shared with Administer. No Behavior or mood changes with my subject noted.

10-29-13, 1:42am: Administer displayed physical characteristics of Dry Mouth and Glass Eye. Drank 2 8oz glasses of water. Administer was euphoric and relaxed. Physical check by administer and subject, no redness or gloss in my eyes.

10-29-13, 2:00am: Slight physical affect of sweaty palms. No mood or behavior alterations on my part. Cognitive abilities no change, syntax no change, no visual impairment.

10-29-13, 2:15am: In professional opinion of the Administer. "This mother fucker is immune to the effects of THC."

10-29-13, 2:30am: No effects.

10-29-13, 3:00am: No effects.

10-29-13, 3:30am: No effects.

10-29-13, 3:45am: No effects. Alien imagery passed on youtube, normal reaction and hypersensitivity demonstrated by subject.

10-29-13, 4:00am: No effects.

10-29-13, 4:15am: Physical Exercise. No delayed reaction performance, balance normal, flexibility normal,
endurance test normal. Likewise no internal physical changes such as shortness of breath, upset stomach, or headache, or light headed.

10-29-13, 5:00am: No effects. Administer in awe that no effects physical or otherwise apparent.

10-29-13, 5:05am: No effects. Breakfast of eggs, hash browns and sausage burrito served to subject. Administer had three sausage biscuits with egg, and two hash browns. Administer assured that no delayed results will occur, onset is immediate or within the 5 minute window. Height/Body Weight and metabolism is not that great a factor in chemical process and absorption.

10-29-13, 5:30am: No effects.

10-29-13, 6:00am: No effects.

10-29-13, 6:30am: No effects.

10-29-13, 7:00am: experiment window closed.

Results: This would be considered inconclusive do to the fact that "NO" Behavior/Mood Alterations occurred.The Administer provided a potent strain that should have yielded immediate and visible results.
The Administer has a good tolerance, and has been a prolonged self-administer and is a certified expert into the agricultural and pharmaceutical aspects/applications.Inconclusive is given as subject may be most likely and individual who does not display the symptomatic effects of THC. Subject is label "abnormal", and will be further tested upon using a more potent method at a later time.

Although the experiment is inconclusive as to Behavioral/Mood alterations, it does answer a possible question in the relation to THC and alien abduction. As noted resistance to abductions have increased, onset and length paralytic and disorientation have lessened. Does a higher than average abduction/visitation occurrence build a resistance to THC?  If THC is used as a component as theorized with excited argon discharge (blue light) and naturally occurring DMT levels produced during REM.  

Note: Kidney issue should not have had an impact in THC absorption. It is noted that alcohol has no mood/behavior effects, but only known physiological effect include slight increase to body temperature.
Medically speaking, a normal dosage for anesthetics does not result normally. Gas and injection require high above dosage. 1.5 normal dosage required to achieve a minimal result. A total of 2.25 x normal amount is needed to put subject under full sedation.

Update:
According to the administer, he followed up with several individuals to determine why there was no effect.
It is believed that there are two reasonable explanations, 1) The CB receptors are not yet fully stimulated to react to and introduction of new endocannabinoids, 2) Subject's own natural production of endocannabinoids is extremely high which have filled up all available receptors.

It was stated that in to determine what the case is, subject has to do more so that the receptors can be flooded and stimulated properly, or that a higher percentage/more potent dosage of THC is introduced into my system.

However, from this information it would seem that there might be a correlation between a form of abduction with paralytic qualities that I have been experiencing and the fact that a form endocannabinoids may have been overused... either through the use of the excited argon which I theorize or from the odd smell they seem to have?

Daymare...... checking up on me

Date: October 28, 2013
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:15pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:00pm
State of Mind Before: Insomnia, Happy
State of Mind After: Insomnia, Happy
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Promised Individual.


As stated in an earlier post, earlier in the month my aunt and I were promised by "them" of certain concessions. Although my aunt has been demonstrated that she can use crutches again, she has not attempted it again. The individual who was promised in my life, on the other hand has had a beneficial affect on my mood/happiness/drive.


His background ironically is from Indiana, Muncie. He is very intelligent, standard upbringing with no unusual occurrences. Believes he does have intuitive psychic abilities. Was involved with a contactee group not by choice. Has experienced a number of chemically stimulated alterations. Does not believe in "Aliens", has a strong like/appreciation for Native American culture. Few episodes of missing time, however these were cause by chemical substances.

The reasons why he is mentioned is because since his interaction with me no episodes have occurred. I have had increased insomnia, but no episodes. Until yesterday.

I went to bed at 5:00pm, was sad because I am questioning what purpose the "The Promised Individual has". In all honesty I feel teased, because things seem too perfectly planned. As I went to bed, I awoke unable to move. Something was inside the interior of my bed. I heard my aunt in the other room watching TV. I did see one, but closed my eyes and thinking it just a dream its is just a dream. My hands were able to move, one hand was position on my chest... while the other I had back behind my head and was already clutching the metal frame. " I said leave my aunt alone don't hurt her." "What do you want", "Go away. Go away". Only thing I got back was "You have what you want. It is better for us. You are happy.". By then I managed to pinch myself on the chest awake.

I was confused but too tired. I wasn't scared nor bothered. Oddly enough since they mentioned him I felt more at ease and relaxed. I was angry that it seemed like a carrot, one that was only in my mind.... but if their object was that I was more at ease and malleable, then it worked.

At 12:48am, ironically the "Promised One"  IM'd me, which was the time I woke up. I didn't here the sound, as the computer was off..... but that was a coincidence that I awoke when he contacted me? Within few minutes he was here and we conducted an experiment.

I am not sure in all honesty if the experience was a dream/abductions. All visual and physical effects were felt. Was highly lucid.
  

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Tres Puntos and Ufology



As I have stated, there are some common markings that many abductees and contactees.
One of them is the pinpoints, more importantly 3 Dots forming a triangle. Most of the time these are three large liaisons or burns, found along the legs and and arms. Recently I have had such a marking on my right hand, but have had other similar markings on the right legs and thighs. More than likely, many people believe this is the result of a a device used in the experiments....but then why is there a symbolic and mystic connection?

Now a number of people have these markings, ironically I been trying to look up an signfigance  The first thing I could find was relation to gang member signs, more commonly called "Los Tres Puntos". According to various texts, the three points are a supposed representation of the Mayan Symbol of 13. The 13 is in reference to various "13" gang references. However.... their are mystical symbolism there as well.

Free Masonry: it used as an abbreviation instead of the period with name and titles. Some have claimed this is a representation of the divine trinity and tetragram.  There is a Spanish written document that talks about the links between the Three Points and Free Masonry.

Germany: Popular Among prisoners imply they have no info for the police. It can also mean I hate cops.

France: It stands for Mort Aux Vaches, which translate "Death to Cows"...which is slang or cop killer.

Greece: It is a symbol for the Anti-christ, and forms a letter "A".

Turkey: It means Gormem, Duymam, Soylemem which translate to "I hear nothing, I see nothing and I tell nothing". It marks an oath in the southeast region of tribesman there requiring great responsibility such as being willing to "sacrifice himself in favor of the society".

Two things that strike me odd about the overall significance of the symbol is that there is a theme of "Secrecy to bear no witness" and the idea of "sacrifice himself in favor of the society". What is more disturbing is the french connotation "Death to Cows" which reminds me of Cattle Mutilation.... and the facty we do use bovines in human medicine with blood plasma, insulin, and vaccination. That is rather odd.... coincidences when taken into the context of alien abductees and contactees. Are we a social sacrifice? Are we cattle to be experimented on? Is it a reminder of some old covenant that we should stay quiet?

However, since in North America we have have a long history of extraterrestrials and the Native American populace (From the North Pole to the tips of South of America!). Considering the "Los Tres Puntos" has been identified with "Mexican" culture it may be a link to the Mayan/Aztec myths and meaning of the symbol of 13.Basically the 13th Moon is known as the Cosmic Tone. It is called the Moon of Presence, it tells we must endure, and it call us to transcend. Is this a hint indicating what these marking means?

13 is Equal to the 7th Day
Tone 13 Cosmic
“Thirteen is the key to the Mayan galactic codes of 4th Dimensional time and to the annual lunation cycles by which Earth is guided in her solar path.”  Thirteen Moons in Motion

Key-words: Endure-Transcend-Presence

Where 12 represents the coherent formation of the sacred circle, 13 signifies the expansive spirit of the ascending spiral. Without the transcendent quality of 13 – the force of circulation itself – 12 can leave us locked in infinitely complex details of form. Where 12 upholds the supreme coordination of 3rd-dimensional physical order,   13 ushers in the supreme revelation of the 4th-dimensional, Spiritual Synchronic Order.

The Cosmic Tone beckons us to transcend the limiting logic of linear time that we may expand into Radial time. We are called to sensitize to the spiritually synchronized symphony of universal movement as it plays and unfolds the unique music of every moment. We are invited to consciously feel the inter-connectedness of all life; to be present to the Spirit which moves through all manifestations, guiding all arrangements of space and configurations of consciousness. We discover that we are always inherently “one-time” by knowing we are Time!

As the climax of progression, Tone 13 can embody qualities of any of the previous Tones! 13 is the key to time itself; presence – simple patient awareness; receptivity to exactly what is occurring, as it is occurring. Presence bestows depths of feeling – intimate information and guidance held within the living intelligence of the moment.

We commune with the vastness of self – the essence self which transcends all appearances of separation. Every moment, we are presented with the opportunity to transcend seeming limitations, to elevate our thoughts and behaviors beyond conditioned responses. By orienting in the present, as presence, we expand and feel our growth, we transform our suffering or striving into the beauty of human evolution, honoring life as an eternal journey of Being.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Social Stigmas - It is Not Real/Your Crazy


Over the years I have encountered three individuals out of many that were hostile to the concept that
UFO/Aliens are real, and I am an abductee. My experiences:

The first individual I met I disclosed this information because there was a possibility of a romantic involvement some 4 years ago. The individual was a professional "sign language" admin working in education, and was of a non-Chinese Asian descent. When I mentioned this he was "WHAT?". It was apparently a deal breaker, as he said you are crazy and never mention this to me again. It was anger and disbelief. This would be after the 5th time we hung out, after that we parted ways . . . . This was the first time I was told I was crazy by someone just flat out.

The second individual JL22 I encountered on a message board last year regarding UFO-Aliens. He disclosed to me and made it public that he had dealt with many abduction issues and personal issues in his life.His information was very detailed. Sadly a month ago, he was absolutely convinced and along with a psychiatrist that the entire situation was a mental illness and was an incorrect paradigm of reality. Sadly I am no longer aware of his current condition. I must admit at the end of our last correspondences, I felt saddened that he was struggling so hard with this issue (among others) that he became rather hostile. I do hope situation have improved with him as he is brilliant far above what your would expect.

The third individual ironically is someone that is an enigma, that recently has come into my life. They have traveled, experienced, and seen many things. It was admitted they have an interest in the paranormal and have seen some "shit" as they put it. This individual is very daring and courageous, and likewise very intelligent and charismatic. However when I disclosed the fact that I research UFO and Alien Abductions, his reaction/response was immediately "hostile". His reaction lead me to quickly change the subject.
On the second occasion we meet, I mentioned some studies on paralyzing life forms with UV light and the plausibility of DHT/THC being enhanced by ionized argon via calcium intake in the human body. This time the reaction was "Your Stupid and that shit is not real", in a more calm and disbelieving manner.
However there is a lead as to why I got a hostile reaction, which I might pursue. There seems to be an incident that he doesn't want to mention which may or may not be related.... it was stated "I don't want to talk about that shit. Yet I saw something".

So the two things we as abductees/conctactess  have to deal with is the fact people will think we are crazy.
People seem to have five possible reactions: "Disbelief", "Hostility", "Ambivalence", "Acceptance", and "Curiosity".

"Disbelief" is the most common negative response. It is usually taken because the concept/idea in their mind view is highly unlikely. They believe that these are fantasies, delusions, and nightmares equivalent to Santa Claus, faeries, angels, demons, ghosts, gods, or God. Since science and societal reasoning has not been provided with actual evidence or acceptance, then these concepts are invalid. Reasons why people usually disbelieve might come from fear of the unknown, conformity issues, or simply the threshold of proof has simply not been meet.

"Hostility" is another response which is highly questionable. Disbelief in contrast follows some form of reasoning, using logic.Hostile reactions are much more emotional, which is highly suspect of a personal experience. These experience could stem from a personal close encounter, negative reaction from authoritarian/important figures regarding topic, or issues with conformity. It makes no sense why a person would be hostile to the idea of aliens/ufos? The only comparison I can make is that to the hostility homosexuals, ethnic minorities, or certain religious groups receive. Most of the hostility coming from them are due to a result of misinformation, intolerance, and fear, and belief that such groups/individual have a corrupting influence on society.     

However, despite these two types of reactions.... I have personally experience more of the "Acceptance" and "Curiosity" than anything. Many individuals who I have discussed this issue about usually have their own experiences to share. Others have heard accounts from their friends and relatives, and still many a sure we are not the only ones in the universe. Those who are ambivalent about the topic are few... they honestly don't care and have an opinion. In truth "we"  are not only for there are many of us how are talking, expressing, and documenting what is happening around us. Although not all of the experiences are by the same group, there "is" something definitely happening. If we all share the information we can find out the truth and acceptance.

 

Monday, October 21, 2013

Movies: Skinwalker Ranch

10/30/2013

This movie is based upon true stories that have been occurring around Uinta Basin, Utah, USA since 1973.
The story follows an abduction of a rancher's son at Skinwalker Ranch in 2010. A team of paranormal investigators set up to find out the truth of what is going on. Cattle Mutilations, Missing Time, sightings, etc... are happening. The entities here are shown as the 6ft-7ft tall ones, they seem much more aggressive. Of course the movies is made to hype things up. However there was research done.

The movie debut 10/30/2013 nationwide.




Likewise there are documentaries and personal accounts such as these that are investigating what has gone on there. Effed Up Stories.com had a 2 Hour Podcast discussing this issue.


Update (2/17/2014): I had the opportunity to finally watch the film. It was a recreation based upon the research done in this area. I didn't realize one of the of the main characters appeared as in "Dr. Horrible's Sing-A-Long- Blog" as the groupie with the lisp.

As far as what the movie present, it paces itself over a 3 week period in which events climax in the disappearance of the research team and the owner of the ranch. Only one team member survive who was smart enough to get out early. The movie is subtle is some parts, but very direct using the common hours of the "phenomena" to evoke fear. The blue light likewise makes people edgy as that is another common occurrence. It starts to fall apart when the obvious and vulgar effects take place, as well as the animal and bestial appearance of the alien. It also showcases the mind control aspects as well, as well as  illusions/projections..(giant wolf) that it pretended to be.

Regardless of the hyped storyline, there are many places out there and well within city limits where these occurrence happens. Sometimes we are to busy and ignore it...until it stare us in the face.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Markings on my Hand, not just me....

Date: August - September , 2013
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: N/A
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Lonely, Tired
State of Mind After: Apprehensive, Worried
Odd occurrences before: Demonic Persona Met.
Odd occurrences after: Unusual Activity at home, Odd Concessions.
Possible Influential Factors: None.

As mentioned a week ago, I had some concern over an unusual marking on my hand. Initially I was concerned as it was itchy and seemed to be irradiated area of my skin. It looked like a sunburn. I stay mostly away from "bright lights" and out of the sun. So I thought perhaps it may have been from some other irritant or stress. So I paid it no mind.

August/September I posted that I encountered an individual with demonic/spiritual ties. I limited contact with them as I felt there was an inconsistency with their personas. They indeed behaved independently and contradictory at times, further the main one attempted to use "blood" bonding and indicated that it wanted to initiate me into its pack. It said that it had the power to make me one of there own, and if successful a mark would appear on my hand, a star. It also encountered on the spiritual plane "Them". The "personas" mentioned the entity, and confirmed it/they are an "ancient" being(s) that did not want to let me go.
His main persona was angry that it forced bonding would not work. Let's just say I used my best judgement in this situation.

Three Dots

So I did not check my hand for a while as the irritation stopped, but sense I had that incident with him I checked my hand and noticed the marking: Three White. However the  dots seemed very odd, they were not a result of liaison, cut, or puncturing of the skin. They appeared as burn marks, the skin inside the circle is smoothed and not  tan. It seems that the markings are a result of burn markings. I had put this out of my mind and chalked it up as the usual stuff.

What made me reconsider is when I took my aunt to the doctor. While we were waiting in the room, I began noticing her hands and on her right hand, she had the same triangle shape of dots. It seemed this was older as it is faded nicely with her skin, but under the fluorescent lighting it was apparent. I asked her about it and she said, "Oh that was from years ago... I forgot about it.". That was weird......

To make things a bit more odd is that the last time she encountered them.... they told her she could "walk". Use her crutches again..... and she tried a few days ago and was able to walk like she did. This again, made me think of a recent encounter I had too. They every once in a while "Tease" attempt to lure me with certain scenarios attempting to understand my "loneliness issue". Let just said, I now know someone that they showed me... that searched for me. They had a marking which I recognized. So how is that these "Concessions" seemed to have come about? They are both things my aunt and I wanted.... is it a sign for us to be me cooperative? Are we trying to be placated?

Odd coincidences....but then again there are no coincidences.

UPDATE 10-20-13
The marking as a distance at the base is .5cm, while the distance to the apex is 1.5cm. each dot is about .2cm across. Discoloration is still the same. While doing research upon the web I came across another individual with a similar markings. These though are common and large as I have gotten them on my calfs and thighs. The information is found on the MAAR "(Malevolent Alien Abduction Research) website http://www.maar.us/abduction_marks-photos3.html


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 Likewise Dr. Roger Leir  website Alien Scalpel as markings with similar shape...small base and long apex?
http://www.alienscalpel.com/alien-abduction/abductee-skin-lesions


There are hundreds of other pictures and stories about similar markings. However, none explain the significance of them. Is it a classification of some kind? Is it a particular test?  



Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Not So Imaginary Friends of the 1940's

The Twins

My aunt was born with Polio during the 1930's. This left her unable to walk without the aid of crutches.
She is the twin sister of my my mother. As a child my aunt was taken the the Los Angeles Orthopedic Hospital and the Los Angeles Children's Hospital several times for correct surgery in order to strengthen her legs and feet. She was even a poster child for the March of Dimes that helped out. None of the procedures worked. My aunt stayed indoors, read, listened to the radio, colored, and pretty much stayed by herself. She did go to school, and on the weekends was very close to her father as they would go to the movies and have ice cream. My mother was an average lil tom boy at that age playing with the local neighborhood kids and getting in trouble. They had three older sisters.

Since my aunt was pretty much left to herself she had two imaginary friends. One was a little cowboy who would come and tell her stories. The other was a little elf that would come and cheer her up and play games.
She had these imaginary friends for awhile. Then one day at the Children's Hospital she saw someone walking around outside in the hallway. It was nighttime, it looked lost and she said hello. It was a small being with a big head. She said "Hello". It communicated said "Hello. I was looking for you. Your name is *****." My aunt was surprised and asked how did it know. It said "We know all about you and have watched over you for some time. Do you know who I am?" My aunt guessed an angel. It communicated "No. I came from another place, where the stars are." My aunt said okay, and said good night since she was sleepy thinking she made a new friend.

She recalls that a few nights later, her big headed friend bought more people with him. My aunt questioned as to who are they. It communicated back "These are my other friends. They come to help me". My aunt  was confused and asked what did they want to do. It communicated "We just want to know what you think. We want to talk to you and ask questions". So they talked. They asked her about her family, what was wrong with her, did she believe in god, what was her favorite foods, etc. My aunt asked how did they know her, why were they watching, where did you come from, how did you get here, and can my sister play with you too? They told her about the planet they came from, told her that they had a vehicle that allowed them to travel like a plane, they said we are watching you because you are "special", and "No your sister can't play with us, we are not interested in her".

Oddly enough they would show up and talk. Ironically though her original imaginary friends "The Cowboy" and "The Elf" did not show up as much. What was worse, the "Cowboy" and "Elf" would tel her "I go to go know. They are coming" and would disappear and "They" would walk in. The "Elf" warned her one time saying "I need to leave they are coming. I need to tell you they are dangerous. Do not play with them. I got to go" and would disappear. My aunt was said because he friends could not play together. "They" communicated to her "What is wrong". She said her other friends kept running away, and she wanted all them to play together. They told her "Those other friend are not like us.We are real. They are not allowed around us." My aunt was confused, but "they" responded I can bring more so we can play if that make you happy.

This went off and on for several years until my grandmother became annoyed and said my aunt was getting too old for imaginary friends. My aunt tried to tell her they were real and one she showed them a picture of them my grandmother crumbled it up and threw it in the garbage and said "see you miss behaving and your seeing devils". She told my grandfather and they took my aunt to see a psychologist. My aunt clammed up because the night before "They" told her not to say anything. She said that "My mom says I can't talk to any of you anymore. You have to leave". They communicated back "We will be watching".

As I said I do not go into detail with my aunt about these cases and she is too scared to read about this on this blog, and avoids programs and topics because she gets scared.. I was surprised she was able to communicate this to me all rather vividly. What was oddest is the fact that she describes the typical "interaction" they have with children as well as their interaction that I have had in  "Asking questions" and "talking". I asked her, why is she remembering all this now.... she says she doesn't know why... but from the tidbits I shared with her... she says as I stated before "so it really did happen". Basically her recall is being jogged because I am vocal about it and what information I should and explained... makes things make more sense. After discussing the family history and her looking at things again.... the memories come back as she agrees, there was something unusual going on.
 

Monday, October 7, 2013

Aunt's Encounter

Date: October 7th, 2013
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:00am-5:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30am (Me)/2:30am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Lonely, Tired (Me)/Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathetic, Worried (Me)/Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Shadow in the Kitchen.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Discussion of family history.


Last night I talked with my aunt for about an hour or so before I put her to bed. We discussed her family history and mentioned "them". I warned her not to believe things if she saw "deceased relatives". I warned her that "they" like using your memories of loved one to manipulate you. I put her to bed around 2:30am.
Checked that everything was locked, left the radio and fan on. I was uneasy so had my weapon with e in bed. From time to time I heard and felt "weird", but I honestly kept telling myself "your just being scared, go away, go away". I felt tired but was fighting it, then I heard the weird high pitched sound and zonked out for a second. I thought I heard my aunt call, but since she did not say anything and it was faint.... and I was scared... I did not check up.

My aunt had her radio on, she was scared but soon fell asleep. Around 4am she felt something lift her out of the chair. She found herself in white hallway, standing. She was trying to regain her balance,  and grab on to something since she can't walk. Several small figures "them" were there and told her she could walk and she was okay. My aunt though she was in heaven, but they communicated to her "No, this is a special place. Not Heaven". She said she wanted to see her parents, but they reiterated "This is not that place. They are not here. Come with us we want to show you something.". My aunt protested and said she need crutches or a wheelchair, because she can't want. They told her, "You are already walking. This is a special place. Follow us, we have something to show you.". My aunt said she looked around and everything was very sterile and clean, very white. She walked into a room where there were humans just standing there. They were like mannequins, but were actually human being just standing there...fixated on some unseen point. She passed by several of them. "They" kept motioning to follow them. When they got into another room, the tall "them" were there. She got scarred and said "I wanna go home". They communicated to her "Why? This is a special place. You can walk here.". She said that she needed to go back because it was not her time, that she had a house, and the she had "me" and she loved "me" and I was like her son. They communicated to her "We know. Thing will be alright. We are watching. Do not worry. We have something special to show you. Follow us". They motioned with there fingers.

There she passes out crying and wakes up at 5:45am. She is confused because she was not asleep.....she know it was real. She put the radio louder. Meanwhile in my room I woke up startled at 5:45am and grabbed my weapon because "Them" was sensed. The radio was on as I left it as well as the fan. I heard nothing, but stayed up for about 30 min. My neighbor got up as usual to go to work....at that point I went back to sleep.

Around 5pm today my aunt mentioned what had happened to her as I was helping her. We had a long discussion as she seemed to remember a lot more. Incidentally she was also clear on some memories that resurfaced from her childhood. Ones that she never mentioned, but seem really vivid now.

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Odd Night and Physical Abnormalities

Date: October 2nd and 3rd, 2013
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 11:15pm-11:25pm, 3:30am-4:20am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:30pm (Me)/11:30pm (Aunt)/Awake and Active (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Forlorn, Lonely, Tired (Me)/Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathetic, Worried (Me)/Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Power Fluctuations, Markings on my aunt/me.
Odd occurrences after: Outdoor Streetlamp Illumination increase, Shadow in Garage (After Aunt's Incident).
Possible Influential Factors: Aunt's Sighting.

During the time we had a normal routine, I took my aunt to the eye doctor for a check up, got her medications refilled, and took her out to dinner. However at the optometrist I noticed a series of odd discolorations on my aunt's left backhand. It was the lighting at the office, but outside in sunlight when observed I noticed the same marks again, just harder too see. She had marking I have on the backhand, that I just recently got some 4 weeks ago. It was in the shape of a triangle. She had had these marks for a long long time she said, but never cared as she thought it was a bug bite. I will get more into this and provide a record of my marks since they are fresh and visible, and the possible reason it wasn't mentioned.

We came home and there was nothing unusual, she watched TV and I worked on my projects. Around 10:40pm, I decided to watch my "Community: Season 4 DVD" to attempt to cheer myself up. As watching was watching the DVD I noticed that there were several small fluctuations in power with my lighting. As I did not hear or experience anything unusual, than a momentary sensation of "they are here", I pushed from the back of my head as it was too early and I was trying to cheer myself up. After finishing the episodes around 11:50am, I got up to check in on my aunt.

As I opened up my bedroom door, which I locked she immediately asked "Is that you?", which I replied in my usual sarcastic tone (so she knows it really me). She seemed scared, so I went to her immediately. She explained that she thought I was in the hallway and kitchen as she was going to the bathroom. She says something walked from the living down the hallway and into the kitchen. She says it was my height, but thinner. It made noise as it walked, footsteps, and then in the kitchen it opened and closed the refrigerator door, then opened and closes two cabinets. Although she knew it wasn't me, she hoped it was and tried not to worry. Yet when she heard me come out of me room, unlocking my door....she became scared becuase she realized I was in my room that whole time. During this time I was watching my DVD and noticed power fluctuations with the lights and got a "there here feeling". After calming her down, I got ready to do a quick errand and drop something off. I started doing her laundry at 12:10am. I checked my e-mail and was happy, since a possible friend my have wanted to hang out.

I was already feeling a bit jumpy, but put it in the back of my mind. My friend never responded back, and it was 1:00am. I put the laundry in the dryer and left. When I opened up the gate to the driveway, I noticed that the street lamp illumination increased. I immediately looked around, nothing unusual other than a black and white cat sitting on the corner looking at me. I went back to the garage and got in the car, as I sat down and looked into the mirror, I noticed that something (humanoid shape 5'8", thin arms) quickly hid back into the shadows in the garage when i was backing the car out. It did not reflect any light, as I had the headlight on.... and the lights seemed dimmed. It was just a partial black figure that quickly left. I made my arrend and returned home in 15 min.

I waited for the dryer to finish, checking my e-mail once again hoping that my friend would come. Nothing.
I played some castle Crashers to get my mind off of things and relax for about 45min. I got ready and went to sleep, leaving my computer to run its Virus Check/Close functions. During this time which is around 3:30am the usually high pitch sound started, I rationalized it as the computer Harddrive and Fan noises, even though this wasn't it. I concentrated on the PC noise... and kept my mind racing...interjecting ... "it's not them" and "go away" in my thoughts. Although I was attempting to remain as calm as possible, my body begun to show signs of a panic attack. My heart rate began to accelerate and my core temperature went up, at this point I thought  "What the heck", and wanted to get up but was very sleepy cause it was getting hot.
The synaptic static started.... at the base of my back head and an odd tingling. Then I passed out.
However, my cognitive functions were still going... I was experiencing static/white noise.... I was trying to make sense of it, then I heard my door close. Then all of a sudden I was fully awake, it was 4:20am. The computer was off, as it finished its virus check. My heart was not racing, my body temperature was not as hot, and the synaptic static stopped.

I was scarred and just sat there. I thought I heard my aunt make a noise, but I was too bewildered to move. I wasn't sure if I heard her, and have not yet confirmed with her if she made a sound. Since it was slight, and was well too shamefully put it..... feeling scared.. I just sat there and just fell asleep.  

Update: As 10/7/13 12:00am, my aunt confirmed that she did make noise that night. She saw something again in the hallway that has been walking around at night from the living room to the kitchen.


 

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Red Orb/White Orb

Date: September 28th, 2013
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 12:00am-12:15am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:30pm (Me)/11:30pm (Aunt)/Awake and Active (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Forlorn, Lonely (Me)/Depressed (Aunt)/Normal (Guest)
State of Mind After: Apathetic (Me)/N/A (Aunt)/ N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Noise Night Before
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: UFO Board/Nibaru Research, Insomnia.

My guest was in the kitchen playing Street Fighter 4 via his laptop. Last night I only had 1 hour of sleep, then took another nap for 4 hours during the day. Around 11:00 pm I was physical exhausted. Since my guest was staying over I thought to get some sleep since I knew I "should"  be safe. I put my aunt to bed, and I went to sleep with him in the kitchen playing his game nearby.

I feel asleep and had a small dream. Basically I was walking around and it was dark... like hardly any illumination. I do not know if it was outside on the street or indoors. I got to a door and knocked. My "Ex" was there and I was relieved letting him know that I was looking for him and worried. He just looked at me and I took his hand and we began walking, I was trying to talk to him...but he didn't respond. When I stopped and looked at him I said "Your not him!!" and quickly backed away.

I was fulling awake in my bed, I could not not move. The familiar blue light was in the room. They were here.
Two of them at least. One was by the bed behind my sheet panel, the other was by the window behind the shelves on watch. The light from the kitchen was still coming in through the doorway and I heard my friend playing his video game. I attempted to move, I was glad I found that I was still grasping my wooden weapon and attempted to move it. Nothing. Next I attempted to calling out, but it was barely a whisper. I still struggled, my other hand was by the wall and I attempted to knock on the wall. The best thing I managed was a slight tap. Again I could here my friend play his game, oblivious to what was going on.

I heard the second one move around the shelf. The one by bed said something. It wasn't vocal, but I heard the "communication" and it was not intelligible. Apparently it detected I was ease dropping, and this bright white-blue compact jellyfish orbs came in view above my head. I said in my head "Get Out. I can move and almost free. I have a weapon in hand. You know. Leave." The white orb flashed and disappeared... along with the odd white-blue light and them.

I was able to move, however an bright red after image was in my field of vision which was there for a minute.
It was a bright red afterimage, yet that doesn't properly correspond with retinal afterimages with that colored light? My vision was fine, I checked the clock. My friend was still playing his game and was on the net.
I didn't bother to get up, I was too tired.... and he was here.

That fact made me doubt the event occurred at all. He was in another room approximate 10 feet away from the door. Facing my door... looking at the computer screen. He is very focused when he plays, and can be oblivious. Only reason I decided to post is because instead of my forgetting it.... it is fresh in my head still... despite waking up several time during the night... he was still playing up till 4:00am. At 5:30am I woke up and got out of bed. I know it wasn't a dream.... and something did occur. Just bothers me that it happens when he was so close and awake. Am I truly never safe?

Thursday, September 26, 2013

More Odd Noises at Night

Date: September 26th, 2013
Type: Unknown??
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:00am-3:48am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:30am (Me)/11:30pm (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Despondent, Lonely (Me)/Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathetic (Me)/Scared, Worried (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Flu since 9/18

Tonight I went to be early, my sleeping schedule is messed up as usual. I do not want to sleep at night. Nothing in particular, I just don't feel as comfortable. Although I am better from the Flu, I just feel out of it.
Tonight was an odd exception. I went to bed early and had a weird dream:

It was something about a Sherlock Holmes contest at a resort. The resort though had aspects of my previous homes. One of the guests (she...looked like the main star from I-Carly) had tiny a pair of tiny tarantulas, a blue and pink one. They would ride around in your hair. They were out in the backward, but they ran rampant and begin infesting the area. When asked why couldn't we kill them, she said "They are living things and they are my friends", ironically she was being cocooned by the spiders as if to lay their eggs.
Later on there was an issue in the garage. I went in and the car was stuck as well as the garage door opener. Something was outside and wouldn't let us open the garage door. I think we wanted to leave. My aunt was in the car frightened. She said "Don't go outside. They are here. They won't let us leave". However I looked around the garage for a weapon and see if I could do something. When I went out through the side door there was a bright light.
I awoke dress, taking a shower in the room at the resort. I was standing in the bathtub. I noticed outside the shower there was someone there, but the glass was dirty so I began scrubbing it with the broom I still had, it was the weapon from the garage.  The being left and started going through the room. That is when i noticed I was dressed and standing int the bathroom. I lept out and went into the room. The being was some sort of guy with a mask on, a bandit's mask like zorro and with the V from Vendetta one. It rushed out of the room.
When I asked what is was, my mother just said "It was them". When I walked out it was the common room of the resort with many people there. Apparently some of the contestants had died, wife in a carriage, but her husband was alive still with their mummified three children. They were in wooden stylish boxes, like stylized gothic wooden dolls. There was one other guy there, a young guy.

This is when I awoke. It was 3:48am. The curtain I had was moved to the side. I do not remember that at all which was odd. I just lay there and listened. The odd hum was emanating as usual, but coming from the kitchen area. In the distance I heard the horn from trains from the rail-yards. I heard some odd noises in the kitchen something was walking around, bumped into the table. Then I heard the living room door boom.
I waited a few minutes, went to the bathroom and checked on my aunt.

She was wide awake, apparently she awoke around the same time. She was scared, she had heard something in the kitchen and heard the front door opened and closed. She was  awake and scared.     

Saturday, September 14, 2013

Bothersome events....

Date: September 14th, 2013
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 12:30am-12:45am, 12:45am-1:45am, 10:00am-12:pm, and 7:45pm.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 10:00pm from 9/13 (Guest, Me, Aunt), and 10:00 am (Me) from 9/14
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Despondent, Lonely (Me)/Preoccupied (Guest)/Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Scarred (Me)/Preoccupied (Guest)/Worried (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None

My guest has been with me since 9/12/13 dues to car problems. I have been driving him around until his car is operational. Things have been tolerable although my economic future is getting bleaker and job prospects worse, coupled with my social issues it is making things worse as well.... certain protocol may have to be enacted if things hit bottom and I cannot support myself and fulfill my obligations. So that being said... "they" are the farthest thing from my mind.

On 9/13/13 my guest has been feeling under the weather and decided to get some sleep, so he turned in early around 10:00pm. My aunt also felt the same way and was knocked out. I too for some reason decided to go to sleep as well. This is a deviation from the norm since I do not normally just "feel sleepy" and turn in so early. Around 12:30am I woke up and used the bathroom, I washed my face and went to go and check on my aunt. I covered her with a blanket and came back to the room to fall asleep. I then noticed a small white pinpoint of light dancing near the computer.I thought it was my eyes at first, but it did not go away. I was confused, but when I look above the ceiling in the corner I noticed an anomaly. Some type of portal 2' wide circle, it was imitating a strange subdue white light matching that was very mutated and matched the ceilings coloring (off white) and the blue light from my night lamp. I then panicked and attempted to get up. I was paralyzed. This is when I began to struggle to get up, I was wiggling my toes and try to make my hands move or shake as much as possible. I help my breath and kicked out of bed. I managed to get up kick the the fan and hit the wind chimes. The air felt denser in my room and the sounds were off. as  in muffled/delayed. I immediately went to the bathroom and backed up hit the wall by accident attempting to see into my room. After the coast was clear I swept the room going to my door. Since the close was clear, I went to but my sweats on and grab a shirt, again making my way defensively to the door to check on my aunt. When I got to the hallway I noticed everything was dark and her door was closed (bathroom and room). When I made my way around and turned on the light in the kitchen that when I encountered ??? got hit and dragged back to room (I have no idea what I saw as I turned the corner of the refrigerator but I fell back and something caught me and began dragging me back to he room). I felt by feet being dragged across the linoleum, the metal divider, onto the tile in the hallway, then to the carpet in my room. I was dazed.
I then woke up scarred around 12:45am... in my bed without the sweats, but with the shirt. I composed myself as i was panting and shaking and grabbed my weapon and shorts.

I then went to check on my aunt, she was okay and sleep. I was scarred so I stayed up playing PC video game. At 12:45am as I was in the kitchen playing my game there was a weird oscillating sound/hum coming from outside. It was not the A/C of the neighbors. I did my best to ignore and concentrate on my game. At this time my aunt awoke around 1:20 am and turned her TV on. Around 1:30am to 1:45am there was a really bad smell of wet cinnamon. It wafted from the window.... I ignored it. In my aunts room on the opposite side of the house she began smelling the stench as well. The smell and the noise stopped at 1:45am.

I was up all night and did not go to sleep until my guest awoke around 9:00am. I watched youtube with him for about an hour and went to bed around 10:00am. As I was going to sleep I had trouble falling asleep. I kept see fields, forests, power lines, and homes. It was if I was looking at googlemaps earth in First Person.
This has occurred before.... and it seems the POV was looking for something a if it was scying or flying over like a drone. Here.... I had regular dream. It was mostly about me coming to power and being successful. However there were certain people I had to pay "respects too" so I sent someone in my place. They were not to happy so they put a hit out on me and attacked me at my new home. Most of them did not survive due to the security and men I had there, plus the crocodile and the moat was a nice touch for defense as they protect me while I was swimming in the water with them. At of concern for my aunt and family I made my way to "my old home". When I got there, my grandmother and aunt was there. My grandmother was trying too soothe my aunt. However the "evil aunt" I have was also there too....however she looked way off "disguised hybrid". She was trying to medical treat my aunt. I attacked her and said "Get away. Who the hell are you!!!". She just looked at me and said "Well I just your aunt (****)". It was attempting to diffuse the situation.

This is where it get really really "weird"
I then remember being escorted by the hybrid out from the house. There was a large "Red Mario Hat" in the street and I was told to get in. I went toward the hat and then was seated inside on a solid cylindrical white stool. The interior of the "hat" was about the size of a regular size four door car, but it was all white and smooth. Besides me there was a person behind me and "Mario" to the left of me. We were all seated on the stools. "Mario" was operating some crystalline sphere. The guy behind me introduced himself to me as Jeff.
He was a 20 something year old male Caucasian, short and thick auburn blonde hair, about 180-190lbs, and green/hazel eyes.  Jeff said "I am Jeff. What is going on? I was out just walking around when i got picked up". I ignored Jeff, and looked at "Mario" and said sarcastically "Who are you supposed to be?". "Mario" made a weird "squee" and continued operating the sphere. I then continued to ask why are you doing this. It turned his head to me and said "Because we you were called for us" (That is what it said... not bad grammar). I looked at Jeff and offered him my left hand as going to shake his hand... I said "Whatever happens Jeff do not let go". I then proceed to pummel Mario in the head with my right fist. My fist went through the head because it was a projected image and made contact with whatever was under there. I then clawed at it with my right hand attempting to dig my nail into it and go for thee eyes. I look at Jeff as I blindly grappled with "Mario" with that hand. Jeff still held my hand, but said "It's them! It's them! Oh Gawd get me out of here!!. Someone please help! This can't be happening". I said "Jeff look out. Don't let go of me!". The we were both wrapped in an intense white light. I awoke in my bed very dehydrated with a head ache. It was 12:00pm. I lay back down and drifted off again seeing those First Person View Images......and fell to sleep. around 12:30pm my friend woke me up and we did some chores and stuff.

My aunt later this evening went to the bathroom to wash up around 7:15pm. My friend was finishing up his dailies in an MMORPG. I decided to start making some Ice Tea. So we were in the kitchen. Around 7:45pm, something tapped my aunt on the shoulder and she noticed a tall white being standing in the bathroom with her. She said what do you want. As it was about to do something it just "popped out" when it heard my guest get up and start walking toward his room. A few minutes later I walked to check on her and she said...it was her again. That is when i sat down with her and asked for he to explain what she meant. She told me of her brief encounter and confirmed the odd noise from the night and smell. She also confirmed that she felt unusually sleepy too.


  

Sunday, September 8, 2013

The Humming Sound Pin Pointed

Green Circle = First Location, Red Circle = Faded Location

Date: August 31st, 2013
Type: CE1
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:30am-2:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:00 am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Lonely, Angry (Me)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Very Angry (Me)/ Inconsiderate(Guest)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None

Last weekend, my guest was to come over around 12:00am. For two hours he kept letting me know he was on his way. I waited and waited and finally stated that I was gonna call it a night around 1:45am. I was upset that I was being yanked around again. He indicated that this time.... for reals.... he would be on his way. Since it was hot I decided to await outside. I noticed the usual activity at night with the few cars passing by, the dogs barking every once in awhile, and one of the other resident coming home an sitting out on the porch.
The crickets were chirping away and it was very peaceful. The sky that night was overcast, with the threat of rain...but mostly for the high desert. The winds were cross winds blowing from the northeast high above and below coming from the southwest and southeast. 

Around 2:30am the cricket stopped chirping as a low but rhythmic hum started pulsating north of me. There was nothing in the sky, but it was a familiar low hum. Since I was outside I was able to note that it was coming from the far end of the street somewhere near the five freeway. On that block there is some construction going on during the day infrequently, and there were no cars or trucks, nor heavy machinery in use. For about ten minutes it emanated form one spot and then moved westward. It actually got louder and pulsated a bit deeper as well. At first I thought it was getting closer, but the pulse was just deeper like a bass.
During the last minute or so the noise began fluctuating and faded. Ironically it sound like it went up into the sky.... just like one hears on those old sci-fi movies (high pitch fade of ba-wah-wah-wah-wah).

About a minute or so later the crickets began chirping again and the sounds of the city came back with cars passing by every once in awhile. Around 3:00pm a opossum showed up and froze as it tried to walk pass me on the wall. I stared at it for about 7 minutes and it would not move. Only till I walked out of sight did it run on its merry way. It wasn't until 3:30am that my guest showed up. I was extremely angry as I was waiting outside for an additional hour and a half. Apparently he stopped by In/Out for some food in Hollywood.....which he did not mention which cause further delay. I went straight to bed and did not want to talk to him because he was an inconsiderate asshole.

This noise has been heard before and not new. It is being report late as I was trying to prepare a map and was occupied with some events during the week. Mainly try to stabilize what little I have left.

Saturday, September 7, 2013

UFO Sited Above Downey with witness

Date: September 7th, 2013
Type: CE1
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:15am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:00 am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Lonely (Me)
State of Mind After: Depressed (Me)/Guest (Weird Out)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None

I spent most of the night researching some mythological stories. My guest decided to stop by at 4:30am and we went out to get some food nearby. I noted on the drive there that the sky was very clear and it was cool that you could see the stars tonight. On the way back to my home, when he got back to the 5 freeway near my home I noted that there was a peculiar object in the sky. It was not there earlier and just popped in. When we stopped at my home, I noted that its was at a 30 degree angle from my position and seemed to be over the city of Downey. Which is east of my location. The object in the sky was noted a few weeks ago and appeared in the same location and behaved in the same manner.

The object cycled through flashing colors of yellow, blue, white, and red. It remained stationary, but the intensity of lights would fluctuate. At times there was small white specks that sped toward and away from it.
My guest noted the object as well, and thought it might be a planet. Yet after observing it he noted that the blinking lights indicated it was no planet, it seemed to be like a plane to him but the object did not move in any direction.

I theorize that this might be a main ship that is coordinating drop offs and last minute visits. I came to this conclusion due to the time frame of its appearance. 

Update

One thing about the location I live in is that it is too bright. Most of the time many of the stars are blocked out from the ambient lighting. Only the very brightest of objects appear in the sky. Looking again tonight I found the constellation of the Big Dipper, where the UFO appears is supposedly the spot where the star Arcturus in the Bootes Constellation appears. The object in the sky I saw however is not always visible....even when the Big Dipper is easily scene....plus when I have seen the object in the sky.... the Big Dipper has been in other places? So as of today I am stating that the object seen may have been the star Arcturus, but that is only a 60% chance given that I have scene the object at other times in the same location when the Big Dipper was in other positions.

Thursday, August 29, 2013

The Lost Demon


As explained in previous posts I met an individual who claims to be merged with a demon.The individual seems very credible and upon cursory evaluation, appears to be linked the supernatural.

The individual is 5'10, 145lbs, Black Hair, Brown Eyes, Fair Caucasian Male. Born Under the sign of the Twins, in the Year of the Water Monkey. He was born to the hills of the West Wind of the Flowery Land.
The first man claims that at age 5 he was merged with an entity known as the "black cat", he remembers it first emerged within him when a group of individuals ganged up upon him. He recalls a fight and blood, as well as remembering animals turning on him.

It is said that he was a pure innocent, a "mischievous person", though. He lived a hard life, and apparently committed a grave action toward a his blood. He himself was trapped for a period of time in the Demon World. He claims that he was passed down from various demons as they used them for their torments.  

Physically he was in bad health from blood infection to cartilage issues. At his present age he seems to be stable. 

The Demon claims to be have been born and raised  by cats. They protected him and raised them as their own. In the end it betrayed its family and killed them all, as it beleive they were evil. The demon, who true name is that of a reveling berserker, says he was summoned during a time when the five your old boy needed him. It had called out in pain and sorrow and it answered. It said that the individual was pure of heart, powerful and it took residence within him. There were some problems....as they both were merging.

Today the individual and the demon are present, with the demon being mostly dominant. Besides the main demon, there is a host of others five others: Vulpus-Vulpus-Terra-Hydra-Muchacha.These seems to be other spirits beside the main one, who exert their influence from time to time.

Why I think he is possessed:
-Hidden Knowledge
-Personalities
-Strength
-Physical Ailments
-Body Spasms

Although I was introduced to the individual first, the demon has had it's own interest in me. I have seen that it is very dominant. Like most of its kind it seeks to spread its influence, and shares many of the traits known with demons. It claims to be all powerful, a friend, it attempts to seduce, wants to bond willingly through pacts, etc.

Precautions and Involvement.
The reason why I involved myself with this individual is because I am seeking answers concerning "them". Interaction with this person(s) have verified that "them" and demons are two separate entities. Furthermore its words describing them kept referring to them as "ancient" and the archons. The individual, possibly partially aware of the Demons interaction with me repeated this as new info. "They" were not of this earth or from the Demon Realm. In addition the demon has kept trying to bind me within a pact, as it invite and entreats offerings. The demon already claims a coven and seeks to increase it.

I have taken precautions, there effective level tells they are in place and in order. Although I feel that these individuals are lost, there paths has been shown to me as well as the true names. I have seen the sigils revealed in Malachim, as the Chained Martyr.  
 
Ironically there is another individual, who I know that is the polar opposite. From the Land of Lakes, he is a Rabbit  two cycles from me. He is plagued by "them" but they appear as Archons. Why have these two extreme appeared? Why does the demon confirm the Archons? Why is there a Rabbit present as well? 


Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Three Men and a connection to the Land of Many Lakes

Date: August 2013
Type: CE3/Occult
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am (Me, Aunt)/8:30am (me)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 8:30 am (Me)/1:30am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Tired, Very Unhappy, Very Lonely (Me)/Angry (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Very Depressed, Tired, Very Unhappy, Very Lonely (Me)/Sad, Scarred (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Supernatural Occurrences, Insomnia (Me)
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors:Discussions with people

Over the past week I have mentioned my odd experiences and the "messages" from them. Their threat to me is something I do not like. Although I do my best to remain as rational as possible, I sadly still have basic human emotions.
Last night as I was up, writing to an associate of mine when something odd happened. From my end of things I was scared because "they" were here and I hoped they would not bother me as I was on the computer. I thought this was just me being paranoid. I heard a conversation going in in my aunts room between three men. However, I did not think anything of it as I thought perhaps she was just simply watching TV.
This morning when I did try to lay down around 8:30am, I thought something(s) came into the room. I tried to close my eyes and concentrate "go away". However.. it was communicated "You think the day will keep us from coming, You are mistaken". I momentarily blacked out and something was touching the back of my head. It promised if I cooperated it would give me what I wanted most I didn't answer, but I managed to rouse myself out and just looked around. It had been like a 15 minutes since I put my head down. I didn't go back to sleep and just did my chores.
This afternoon I was helping my aunt get ready as I was taking her to the movies and a dinner. She mentioned quickly that she thought I was "them" again when I walked in on her. I asked her what she meant and she played her game as usual, until finally she told me what had happened. She said around 3:30am she was awoken by people talking in the room. It was three people, she could only make out one tall humanoid like figure, but she knows there was more.
However, this experience is off and not the usual M.O. They are usually not vocal. This happens with spirits, but I am not sure what this is. I will have to ponder more and most likely have another sleepless night.
UPDATE
After some rest and meditation I have manned to recuperate. Another friend I have seems to have had an incident as well that night, we just correspond via e-mail. It seems that we had a coincidental occurrence.
The entities that appeared last night seem to follow his beings "M.O.".

Monday, August 26, 2013

Abnormal for an Abductee???


Reading through various post of other peoples experiences sometimes make me feel a pariah among most.
I do not know if it is because I am a Frequent Generational Abductee, I am a just different, or the faction/group abducting me has their own specific agenda. These common shared traits that many are experiences are things I do not share:

-Chosen
-Compulsion to Becoma A Vegetraian
-Cosmic Awarness
-Lower than Normal Body Temperature
-Sense of a Mission


Many people seem to believe that they have experience some sort of cosmic enlightenment. That these beings are friendly and are here as guide. They start to almost come to a greater spiritual awakening and new respect for all life. They believe that organic is the way to go and that eating another's flesh is not the way. They begin to see energy beings. They claim that they have a mission to be ambassadors for the coming arrivals and to prepare the way for humanities ascension to the brotherhood of light.

Most seem of these individuals seem aghast when I do not share their particular traits. Some even question if I am even experiencing a real abduction or having night terrors because of the absence of their "NEW FAITH" in my situation.

The commons I share are: 


Observational-History of Family UFO Experiences
-History of Family Abduction Experiences
-Synchronize or Sequential Clock Numbers (4:32, 3:21, 2:10, 4:44, 3:33, 2:22)
-Electronic Malfunction/Interference
-Abduction
-Balls of Lights
-Missing Time
-Tapping/Humming Noise
-Shadow/Hooded/Robe People
-Seeing a UFO
-Seeing Alien
-Seeing a Hybrid
-Paranormal activity

Psychological-Compulsion to study (various fields)
-Locking All Doors
-Sleep Against the Wall
-Difficulty Trusting
-Vigilant
-Abduction Memories
-ESP (Telepathy, Empathic, Precognitive, etc)
-Uncomfortable around Crowds
-Dissociative Disorder, Minor (Being different, Pariah)
-Depression
-Anxiety
-Uncomfortable Reflective Surface
-Higher IQ
-Pragmatism 

Physical-Sensation/Pains Behind Your Eye
-Physical Implant
-Cranium Sensations (Headaches/Tingling)
-Back/Neck Problems
-Soreness Upon Awakening
-Insomnia
-Unusual Marks
-Chemical Sensitivity (Aroma)
-Chemical Sensitivity (Ingestion)
-Light Sensitivity
-Sound Sensitivity
-Significant Medical Condition (Physical)

I tend to be pragmatic, and evaluate my surrounding and self. I question everything and and begin plotting for outcomes and probability factors. I do not like deluding myself, and I believe I see what I see by contrast and comparison. However, the majority of people I have encountered or most vocal seem to be hold that my pragmatism and fear, make me different and not a real abductee.

So is it just one group among the abductees pushing their experience upon us all? Is the way abductions happening are different now? Or are they write in saying my issues are all night terrors induced by the media and narrative of the phenomena (I highly doubt that one..since this was not as widely known when I was growing up)?.

Any case I will continue to report and monitor for as long as I can. 


Saturday, August 24, 2013

Dealing with Spirits and Energy Beings



Date: August 2013
Type: Occult
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: N/A
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Tired, Very Unhappy, Very Lonely (Me)
State of Mind After: Leery, Sad
Odd occurrences before: Supernatural Occurrences, Shadow People, Alien Contact
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors:Open Belief Systems


As mentioned earlier in a previous post I happened to have met an individual who claims to have a relationship with a host of other beings. He is credible in the sense that the supernatural activity around him is verifiable in our double blind conversations. He is very intriguing and has helped me confirm some suspicions about supernatural sensitivity versus the psychic intrusion by the "Greys". As I have theorized there are two access point in which the brain is being stimulated, which I am guessing can help in certain situations.
I briefly mentioned this in other posts.... but I believe in that it may be possible to strengthen our resolve against them if we can utilize some of the supernaturally sensitive areas of our brain to counteract their
manipulation of our thoughts and bodies.

Just as of note, the individual I am dealing with does have some distinct behaviors and mannerisms.There seems to be a shared memory, but conflicting/dominate personalities involved. There are definite personality changes and inflection in attitude, feeling, and speech as certain "energy" beings take charge. I have noted this in many such people who are touched by spirits or guides. We are definitely seeing things, the same images.... so that at least means that are awareness of each other is at least, working......
However, despite my interest in observation, I noticed a few personal quirks I am leery about. The entities involve seem to want to dominate... they present opportunities of "binding" through use of imagery, word, familiarity, or blood. So far I been as polite as possible in mine declinations and wording, careful not to get bound. In our discussion I am often re-assured that these binding are necessary and commonplace and have no "harmful" affects. The entity seems irritated by my refusals and bothered by my presence. It is in contrast so far to the person's view of me. Though the lures and binding are making me uncomfortable because I need to take extra care.

What is odd is the re-occurring theme when dealing with a supernatural entity. Its is uncomfortable around me and irritated. It don't know if it is because of who I am or what has been done to me by the "Greys". Such encounters in the past often remark "That I am already claimed" or "That something older is around me". I do not know what it means, but both benign and malign entities have murmured this. I am not sure what it means, but if Greys are energy beings.... and linked to the ancients like the Archons or Annunaki.. is this what them mean? Do they mean that? Do they mean I am part of that?

As things progress I will fill in on this branch of my exploration.

Friday, August 23, 2013

While I was out and Dreams and Warnings Escalate.

Date: August 20th, 2013
Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 6:00pm to 8:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:30 am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Tired, Very Unhappy, Very Lonely (Me)/Scared (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Very Depressed, Very Unhappy, Very Lonely (Me)/Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Previous "Daymares"
Odd occurrences after: 4:30 am movement in the hallway and scratching at my aunts door.
Possible Influential Factors: None

I went out for a walk between 4:00am and 5:20am, my aunt was awakened by noises in the spare room. She heard the door open, some walking along the smaller hallway and something touching her door war. She estimates this happening around 4:30am. This information was not made known to me until around 9:30 pm.

When I came back to the house I had a feeling of unease as if something had occurred. However when I walked in nothing unusual was amiss. I searched for more job listings had some oatmeal and then fell asleep around 11:30am.

I had a weird dream in which I was hired by a company, it was a combination of all the companies I worked for and had a variety of my fellow co-workers. I was happy to see most of them, since all the nice ones were there. The transitioned then to a get together, an anniversary dinner of some sorts. Chicken and Beef was being served, with a slice of lemon and some rosemary. My grandmother said something to me about getting some water. When I went to get water from the crystal pitchers I passed Princess Dianna and the Queen Elizabeth. They said the water was there's and I shant be allowed. However, I already had finished get our glasses. I simply ignored them. After giving the water to my grandmother, I was sent off on a road trip with two other guys, Jason F. and Enrico. We had a great time and were getting close, however some type of "Rage Virus" outbreak was occurring. Enrico had to get back home to see his family so we dropped him off, and Jason and I attempted to stay safe while driving the truck. Jason had an orange tabby with him in the truck as a pet. The cat seemed not to like me and would not let me approach Jason when the banging started on the truck. The scene then turned to a government facility, however everyone appeared as cartoony anthropomorphic mice. A storm was brewing and i was warmed that the only way to survive was to hide like them.

Like the previous day, I thought this dream was rather unusual. It was 7:00pm and I got up and washed my face in the bathroom. I was thinking back about the dream and how unusual it was. I also seemed to miss that there was some feelings with Jason and Enrico. I blamed it on the sheer isolation I feel, that in the sense of being truly unwanted. I felt part of a group and that these two individuals wanted me. I shook off the sentimentality.
It was 7:00pm and I got up and washed my face in the bathroom. I started thinking about the dream, however I caught myself that I just did this review before. I quickly made my way to my aunt's room.
I heard her crying and the door was open. She was lying on her bed, which she does not use anymore.
Although I noticed this inconsistency at that moment I was concerned about her. I asked her what was wrong, and she said "They came. And they were asking about you again. They wanted to hurt you because your not cooperating. They're gonna....", like last time I did not want to finish the sentence.


I started to scan her room, it was a reasonable facsimile except for some minor differences. It was a composite of her room as it has been over the past and present years. I looked up at the ceiling and noticed where the light fixture should be in the middle of the room, that there was a metal ventalation duct. It was shallow and very clean. I would say the shaft up their was at least 3 inches high, it was meant only to provide
air.

I was angry and challenged them. I thought "they are having trouble focusing on me, that's an advantage".
Apparently they were having trouble pinning things down and finding me. I yelled out up at the vent, "Why are you picking on her! If its me you want I am right here! Right now! Leave her alone! If its me you want I right here you assholes!!!". My aunt warned me and said "You shouldn't have done that becuase they will hear you". I was ready for a fight. At that moment some movement caught my eye in the hallway, my dog Patrick ran passed heading to the living room. Instantly my heart sank and was moved to tears, Patrick died about three years ago from weird blood disease that the vet did not comprehend. In my mind I broke, as I thought they got to him.......It was a taunt and one that destroyed what resolved I had mustered.

Soon the backdoor opened and there was bright lights that streamed in. It was at that moment my head was hit with an odd white noise, I started to become partially paralyzed. I manage to snag myself on the bed and quickly entangled my left hand as best as I could within the sheets as an anchor. Three being began walking from the light, they were short around 3'-4'. I knew what they were and who they were...... they started to approach the hallway. I began to try to make my way to the wall and the bed to wedge myself... but was having trouble moving. My back turned I could here them now coming into the room. At that moment I attempted something that may help me. I called out to someone who said they had the power to intercede.
Eventually they got to me and I was grabbed and blacked out as I was screaming a name.

I woke up. It was 8:00pm. I felt horrible after this dream. I turned on the computer and have been awaiting a response from a third party related to he name I called out. So far their has been no response or contact on his part. I am delaying in posting this even for a few days in order verify something. Later on my aunt let me know about the odd noise from the room and hallway. I did not mention to her the previous "daymares" or this occurrence. It is odd that if they came they missed me.... and yet in the dream... that was what was conveyed too. I don't intend to fall asleep anytime soon. I am running scared right now.... seems catnaps are in order until exhaustion kicks in.