Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Third Phase of the Moon: Alien Abduction Diaries 2015


The first independent documentary is by Third Phase of the Moon, and called "Alien Abduction Diaries" released on Youtube for 2015. They interview three individuals "Dave", "Jacqueline" and "Rachel". 
"Dave" is a male of Asian descent, 20's-30's and is ironically from Carson in SoCal. "Jacqueline" is a female Hispanic, again 20's-30's. Lastly "Rachel" is Hispanic and Native American and again 20's-30's. Both Jacqueline and  Rachel know each other from a UFO convention, and claim to have a unique "Bloodline".

Each individual apparently has had an abduction experience since they were children around 4-5 years of age. Each seem to indicate they are multiple abductions. Each also claim standard characteristics of encounters ranging from UFO encounters, puzzle, medical experiments, and DNA pulls. The state that the beings are Nordics, Greys, and others.

Preston Dennett is an author, written 17 books over 25 years,  that they point out as an expert. He is a Southern Californian native and works out of the San Fernando Valley. He points out that there are many incidents within the SFV area and it occurs more often than one would think. He also reaffirms the narrative of the common abductees, but seems to hold a more positive disposition to alien encounters. They also refer to a Dr. Jacobs, whom the writer often quotes.  

The only negative aspects of the documentary is the images they uses, at many times they are inconsistent and do not fit what is being talked about. It also seems to repeat itself over and over as if they were trying to fill out time.

Monday, June 29, 2015

Double Vision/Ghost Images



I have mentioned a peculiar element to the abduction phenomena with my own experience.
Over the past decade I have noted prior or after an abduction, there are sometimes  "Feedback".
This feedback takes the forms of a visual disturbance in which I perceive a "double exposure".
This double exposure is an overlay of incoming visual data that is not from my own eyes.
I am witnessing someone else's point of view whether my eyes are open or closed.

This happens most of the time in dimly light or a dark room, prior to an abduction which
can take place anywhere from 10:00 p.m. to 5:30a.m. There has been some instance during daylight hours
or areas of bright light. Rarely when this happens, there is a sensory overload and I experience
headaches and it only lasts for a few second or 2 mins. Like tuning in, there are brief periods
before it starts where it fades in an out like a signal.

Possible medical explanations would indicate that I have some type of damage to the eye, either
externally or internally. The most common and direct possibility would be diabetic/kidney related
issues. I have a kidney issue which does cause me to dehydrate faster than normal. The eye issue
would be "Dry Eyes". This visual problem does cause floaters, ghost images, and double vision.
The next possible cause would be brain aneurysm or swelling, which I do not have. It is also possible
that it may be blood pressure related. There are a few scoptic disorders which cause this, but
I do not fight with all the symptoms. However, medically speaking other than my kidney issue, my health
is with acceptable norms. What is odd is since I was younger I did see floating texts, have trouble with
patterns, and bright lights. I do not have dyslexia, but I am photosensitive. Again this is explained away
as their is nothing physically wrong.


Psychological explanations would be the possibility of a hallucination or sensory overload due to PSTD.
I am not taking any medicine or substance that would cause a hallucination. PTSD is high unlikely, especially
since the root cause is the abduction itself. I do suffer from stress, anxiety, and depression which is rated
outside of the standard norms. These are being treated through non-medicinal mechanisms.
Besides a psychological issues, it could possible be related to my own person way of thinking. As an individual I do have some personality quirks, such as over analyzing situations and items. I have a tendency to focus on things (visual inspections and reconfigurations). It is possible again, it is a "mental" sensory overload and I a decompressing the information as a visual hallucination. Yet it seems highly out of character as the "hallucination/vision" has very little to do with my day to day activities.

As to other explanations.... I do have the limited ability to see some auras. It is just outlines and shapes,
I cannot see color. Secondly with my left eye, I believe there is an implant connected to the optical nerve.
I do notice that the double exposure is strongest when I close my right eye and focus with the left.
Since the optical implant was a few years back, this might actually be the explanation for the double exposure.

So what do I exactly mean by double exposure? That term is what most vision problems seems to call
"Seeing one image overlapped by another Image". However it is not a static image, I am seeing visual input
from a secondary separate source. Closest analogy is like watching channel 4, but getting an overlay signal from channel 2. I am seeing two separate things at once. Channel 4 at normal strength, but with visual interference/input from channel 2. If I close my eyes and block out "Channel 4", Channel 2 comes in with greater clarity. The secondary sensory information is not in color, and is reminiscent of "visual echolocation" or ultrasound. Kinda of what bat's use a combination of vision and sound. As it is the secondary signal I believe if from an "Alien" source. The reason why I say this is before or after an abduction scenario, I will start to get these double exposures. It will be scenes of walking through corridors, working panels, manipulating items, or passing individuals. It is if watching a POV film.

Sunday, June 28, 2015

International Space Station NASA camera catches UFOs fleeing Earth again


This one of many articles stating that visual evidence has been caught again of U.F.O.s leaving earth.
Each time this has happened, the live feed stops. Although it does shows some object come into frame and then travel out, debunkers have pointed out it could be a variety of things.

One thing is that our orbit is polluted by many particles over the past 60+ years of launching items into space.
Debris from rocket boosters, satellites, capsules, and various items are floating around up there. No yes, the object that come into frame seem to come up from earth, but depending on how the light hits them....they may be small fragments that come into view and then disappear.

Personally, as per this blog, I believe this is one of many things to come. More and more evidence is be presented.

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Time Bubble and the Brown Light

Date: 6/25/2015 and 6/26/2015
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am - 4:15am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)/2:30am (guest)
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Tired (Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/Stressed(Guest)
State of Mind After: Very Tired (Me)/Sad, Scared (Aunt)/ N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before:"we are here" thought (me).
Odd occurrences after: Sore.
Possible Influential Factors: Little Girls Teasing Me about Aliens.

Thursday night's incident was one that involved our lil puppy. Since he escapes from the bed enclosure in my aunt's room... he is now sleeping in the hall next to me. He has plenty room to run around and areas to sleep and eat, and do business. He is a chewy biter since he is still a puppy and wants attention. He is good that he doesn't bark and knows I have things to do...so he doesn't bark for any reason (the fireworks gonna off and he doesn't care). That night around 3:30am I felt odd, I woke up and felt restless. The heat was uncomfortable and I was tossing an turning, but I felt really uncomfortable as in "them" were around.
When I did fall asleep I woke up and he was whimpering and crying, I myself was half asleep and I heard movement in the kitchen. I thought it was my guest, but it wasn't. I found out the next morning he went to be an hour early and my aunt heard someone walking in the hall and in the kitchen at that time. I woke up at 5:00am and felt very very uncomfortable...again not just from the heat..but by the feeling of "them" it got so bad that I just did what I had to do and went to work really early.

The following Friday was overall stressful. My guests mother ended up in the hospital so we watched our surrogate nephew and nieces. They know about my abductions since the topic of aliens came up one day, and I am not gonna lie to them. My nephew wants to meet one and says he would talk them and tell them to stop bothering me. My nieces thinks its either funny or they are like the boogeyman. So my nieces where "teasing"/"playing" about aliens. My nephew saw the terror in my eyes as I was trying to explain it to him the first time, so he know I am not making things up. He saw that I a was afraid, but like I said "Fear can be a good thing, it tells you to run and hide. You can be afraid, but don't let the fear control you...still try to think and act so you can come out okay". After they went home and all, I cleaned what I could put my aunt to bed and tried to go to sleep. I am exhausted and depressed, and hate putting on a facade that everything is alright. It is getting harder and harder to be... "not obviously sad". The "Gay Marriage" had me sad too, not for the fact that it is now allowed by the government, but because I am will not have that opportunity to be with someone I love. That's another issue in it self... I just dismiss it as best as possible... as it is not productive to dwell on it.
Anyway trying to relax myself I end up going to bed around 2:45am. Right before I starting drifting off too sleep I get a communication "We are coming. You will be ready" in my head. It freaks me out since it was very clear. I try to get up but I feel very very drowsy, and despite everything I can do my body shutsdown.

The next thing I know is that I am no longer n the rug on the bedroom floor. I was on some ceramic like table, but it was warm and rubbery. The light around me was warm and there was a lot of activity between various beings (I say 7 or 8) as I heard/detected several sound and thoughts. I was trying to move, wiggle my fingers, kick, hold my breath in order to do anything to get out of this. The beings skins tones I could catch was a grey, a orange-almond color female gray in a white dress, and almond shaped grays. The light was warm and it felt "brownish". From the fragments I was getting was "it is time", "that is why you here another assessment is needed", " results are positive", "this shows potential", "this one is strong (in reference to my continual struggling", "we are wasting time", "it hears us", and "be aware!". The "be aware" was mentioned to them as I repeated that word from the previous experience with the "hybrid".. they were like saying "look out" as I was repeating it. I instantly woke up on the floor of my room again. I was very wide awake... my eyes were very dry as they were open the entire time without blinking. I felt stiff... but as I looked around the room I had the "double exposure effect" again and something really weird. When I opened my eyes to look around the room I noticed I was surrounded by dust particles and there was no sound. The area around me was in a time bubble of some sorts. I wasn't breathing and there was no sound, but I could feel and my eyes could move. The light was a little different as it seemed a bit brighter. Within a minute when I could move time bubble just collapsed and began to flow normally. It felt like a popping sensation and I could breathe.

The overlay though was me reading a clay disk that had words orbiting a center stone.  It was large and hanging on a wall. The text was flowing in and out slowly, and I could see an arm and hand press the center to change the fluidity of the text being displayed "like flipping through a book". I watched that for about 10 minutes and the vision seem to go away.  

      

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Hybrids Coming and Going

Date: 6/20/2015
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:00am - 5:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:00am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)/4:30am (guest)
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Tired (Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/Stressed(Guest)
State of Mind After: Tired (Me)/Sad, Scared (Aunt)/ N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Feedback before sleep and "we are here" (me).
Odd occurrences after: Dog was loose.
Possible Influential Factors: None.

My other guest showed up around 11:30pm and watched "Game of Thrones" until 2:30am. My standard guest was here and was playing his PC game in the kitchen until 4:00am. I was restless due to the heat and tired. I had to go back and forth in the kitchen feeding my guest. I had put my aunt to sleep earlier, giving her the medicine so she could try to relax. Around 2:30 he was tired and decided to go to sleep. It was hot so I had trouble. Around 3:20am I started experiencing "feedback". Normally when you got to sleep eyesight should be okay  just less illumination, however the feedback I mention is like an overly of another image.
It is not retinal burn from watching TV or from turning off the lights. It didn't bother me since I thought it is "just me" and i was tired and hot. However as I was watching the "after image" I got the feeling "We are here" as well. However I passed out. The afterimage was walking through a corridor going to a room. Apparently the individual was getting ready for something.

Around 5:00am might was awakened and saw three individuals. Short humans about 3-4 feet walking into the room. She says they looked human with brownish red hair, light to pale tan, but wearing grey uniforms.
There was three of them. Sebastian started to get restless, and they pushed his sleeping crate aside. One went for her and she passed out saying "Don't hurt my dog". The next thing she remembers that the dog was pulling on her blankets. He then ran out of the room..... and ran into my room barking as if something scarred him. This happened around 8:30am. He held him for awhile and check on her. She said nothing other than he just got loose. I cleaned her and gave her the medicine. I felt really drained and fell sleep. I had some reservations.... I felt like something happened, because I though I heard something around 5:00am. I remember being concerned about the dog, but quickly fell asleep.

She did not relate the story till this evening when I gave her a bath and did not want to be left alone..


Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Abduction and Training with a Hybrid

Date: 6/15 and 6/16/2015
Type: CE4/CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:30am (6/15) and 3:45am (6/16)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)/1:30am (guest) "average"
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Tired (Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/Stressed(Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Stressed, Tired (Me)/Sad, Scared (Aunt)/Stressed (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: 6/15 vertigo episode...abduction on 5/31.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None.

6/15 "Monday Night"
I went to bed early around 1:00 am after giving my aunt her meds. I feel asleep quickly. I felt a little dread, but ignored it as I am physically and mentally exhausted. Around 2:15am I awoke and was expeirncing "vertigo-like" symptoms, audio and visual input seemed very unsteady as I was sleeping and not moving. There was a definate weird hum, as the oscillating noise was conflicting with the fan.
My guest was up and in the kitchen playing on the PC.
With a few minutes the vertigo like feeling subsided... it felt like I was being pulled/transitioned away... but something went wrong. My guest did not notice anything unusual. I though this was very odd...and I was really tired I went back to sleep.

6/16 "Tuesday Morning"
The following day starts the same. Wake up take care of her, wake up to her screaming in pain, cleaning and feeding, hear her scream, and make my way through traffic to find some peace at work. Through traffic come home, dealing with more screaming, clean and feed, maintain the house, deal with more screaming, clean her again, deal with more screaming as I put her to bed....... the doctor says only thing he can do is pain management... and I have to deal with the medication symptoms.... it is supposed to get better....

Tonite after putting her to bed I go out for some cool air and peace to put gas. It is past 1:00am. 15 minutes away calms me down. I return home my guest is playing the PC and we both go to be around 1:30pm. I begin to fall asleep.... I feel the same dread.... this time... the familiar "here" is communicated. Exhausted I just think "Go away...I can't deal with this right now" and fall asleep.

I awake in a fetile position laying on my right side. I am not covered by anything. I was not in my room. The surface was cold and felt like a hard rubbery stone. It was not a ceramic surface...not metal. The light was more of a silver light. I was being asked a series of questions from "stating my name" to "what I do". They were sifting through my memories during the process. From the feedback I "felt" there was one grey.. and a "hybrid". I was being uncooperative and answered by "Harry Potter" and "Wizarding World Champion". I was blocking whatever mind scan they were trying to do. I believe the grey was instructing the hybrid on mental communication... as it was only me to vocally respond. Throughout the integration the hybrid has a small flashlight and was pointing it at my face. I am not sure it was a flashlight, but it was cylindrical and he would point it at my face. It may have been something else as well., mostly like part of some scanning system. During this time I managed to free my left arm and started flailing at them... instinctively going for my weapon...which was not present as I was where they took me. The hybrid communicated "how was this possible". The grey didn't answer, but shined the light back in my face and my arm fell still. At this time I felt the hybrid approach close and lay its head close to mine as it leaned over. It was attempting to comfort me, as you would an animal on a table. Being very gentle. The skin felt like a loose and taught like a newborn, there was light fine soft hair on the head... not a full head of hair.. but like long wispy peach fuzz. It was surprised how warm I was. As it pressed its head to my head, it communicated "I can hear him more clearly now." It was sifting through my memories. They still let me talk. Panicking I said something in an other language, not any recognizable human language... but the hybrid jumped back. The grey communicated "Careful. This one learns". It was something I "sifted" from him. It suddenly got very very cold and dark.

I was put back in my bed. I was going in and out of it...but I was getting feedback. I could see that I was being moved through a corridor. Whoever I was getting the feedback from walked away from where I was being sent. It walked into a room where there was a central pillar of lights. Various panels showed information in an unknown but familiar fonts. As I was being put back the image was fading... but I kept focusing. Ironically before I woke up back in my room "It communicated. Leave". I was stiff and very cold. It took me a few moments to be able to move. I checked the time... made a mental note and cried myself too sleep. within a few hours I would need to wake up to my daily routine again. 

Something like that but cylindrical pillar. PC "Window" sections.

Personal Note

Major Stress Issue: As you know for the past year my aunt's health has declined. The past few weeks now has been bad. I am getting a minimal time of sleep. I am not thinking about them. Mentally I am stressed over caring for her as it has become really difficult. It is now causing a major impact with work (from my point of view). That is setting off another stress issue. In turn that is causing more stress since it is affecting the income now. As it is I have to pretend to be okay, to function and go on. In life there is no safety nets.... and in the end I walk alone. I just have to remember not to want happiness and that will get me through. It is messed up but I need to purge my emotional well being and try to be apathetic and compartmentalize to go on.

I am taking steps to distract myself when I can. Brief periods of trying to socialize with my nephew and nieces, but I am gravitating back to more isolated pursuits... I feel really uncomfortable around people and just wanna be safe some place in the cold dark and be left alone.

Monday, June 1, 2015

Abduction for Me

Date: 5/31/2015
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:45am-2:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Me)/12:00am (Aunt)/1:30pm (guest_
State of Mind Before: Okay (Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/Okay(Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed (Me)/Sad, Scared, Sleepy (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: Electronic Interference.
Possible Influential Factors: None.

The first part of the dream seem to take place at an office. It was combo at my time at my current position and the one for the HMO. Apparently there was an issue in which my name was not populating with the Instant Messenger on the computer. Apparently they hired a high school friend, Jeff, and since we had similar names it through the system off. I was happy because I hoped we could connect. The I remembered it has been 20+ years and from the last I heard there was no point in even wishing friendship at the very least. I was hungry and noticed across the floor, there were adding in three food court style places to eat. The office was on a second floor, and  you could see across to the other area where you could eat. As I got up to go and see what food was offered, the scene changed.

I was then driving around Montebello looking to go to work. The odd thing I was thirsty. Since the area was very familiar, I know there was a 7-11 nearby. I thought to go there first, but should park the car and walk there. I was excited because we were going to meet Joey Graceffa amd Lucas. I was kinda disappointed with Lucas cause it seems he doesn't want anything to do with anyone 40 and over and I am a fan of his work. At least Joey seemed more approachable and was happy to do the interview with us. What stuck out was that I questioned, why would my West Hollywood job be in Montebello. I could see our office, it was out of place. I started to go back to the car things seemed to get really sinister. I than ran to the first office where Joey said "Over here". I ducked into a building and it went dark.

The scene changed again and this time I was in a large theater like auditorium. There was a number of different people, most of them all guys that seemed preoccupied with activities (as in each one was being interviewed or tested). For some reason I accidentally hit a remote and it began showing part of the movie of "Alien". I was trying to turn it off and I managed to stop the movie and the light returned. However everyone
seemed very bothered by the fact that a scene quickly showed were someone screamed "Alien!". The guys began to be uncooperative as if coming out of a daze, others started crying, and some were confused as to where they were. I quickly went down behind the screen and attempted to retrieve the disk that
played. The disk was taken away that broadcasted "Alien" . For some reason I said the following,
    "I am very sorry that the image and message was broadcasted. However please return the disc. It is part of a 2 Disc Special Edition of the movie and it has sentimental value. Who has the disk?" Then everyone pointed to a group of three individuals dressed is green and white jerseys. I do not remember their faces, but they gave me the impression that they were a fraternity of some sort. Again I started speaking,
"Look why are you doing this. Why have similarities in which we can agree on... we have two arms, eyes, legs, and those are just he beginning. I know there are other things we can find that show our natures are the same, and we can find a way to live in peace. You already see with me how quickly I can pick up what you have shown me. We can have a mutual exchange between us, now please give me back my disk.". The impression I got from them was disapproval and "how dare you consider us your equal". At that point everyone began fighting. Seems people were waking up from whatever fog was over them,. most were
trying to escape in a panic, and others were fighting back things they could only see. One of them directly confronted me and I was knocked out.

I then awoke pressed against a ceiling. Below me was the Disney version of Captain Hook and Peter Pan staring up at me. I told them, "that is not what you look like so drop the disguise. I can see beneath it." The image started to fade away reluctantly, as I was revealing what they were they were trying to test my will as they continued to to pass off as the Disney characters, then eventually their true forms manifested. They seemed irritated at the fact I peeled back the facade. Lights flashed and the familiar sight of "them" was there. I closed my eyes and I was knocked out as I was thinking "Go AWAY. GO AWAY. Leave US alone. Just GO AWAY". Something was being done. As I was partially aware and was being moved about. Everything felt warm. After awhile, I felt my self slowly drifting in a clockwise direction and "being placed"
back in the room. As I was drifting I did open my right eye quickly and saw a grey arm and torso. I was already fully awake and ready to run, when I was placed on the ground. I did not move, and pretended to be asleep still since I felt pressure on my side as if something was still there.
I noticed my left leg where the implant was felt odd as it was removed or adjusted. The left eye felt the same way. I also noticed my jaw was forced to the side and I had to adjust it. There was pressure on left my side I noted I was warm all over. I normally burn up, but I felt hot everywhere. I pretend to slowly stretch
and move about as if I was waking up slowly. I kept my eyes closed, as I knew something was still in the room. I heard the door creak as if something left. At the same time, I started to hear my dog react to something.

At this point I slowly got up, dressed, got the weapon, and check the house. During this time I was thinking random thoughts. The house seemed okay. My dog looked spooked and my aunt seemed out of it. I asked if anything happened. She said no. After 30 mins of holding my dog, I went back to bed. I cried myself to sleep because something bad happened.....they took me.. and something bad happened. I don't know what. In the morning my aunt admitted that something came into the room. It was them, but didn't want to say anything. They were in here room a few minutes before I went in.

Some other odd things. The power when out around 12 Noon as the clock was reset. My aunt has complained that her IR/RF remote to the TV has been turning off and on by itself. My TV is not behaving in that manner. As I sent up her dinner the TV and DVD simply turned off when I left the room.

The dream part was weird only because there is a theme of agism, the whole captain hook and peter pan thing. Lucas and Joey showed up most likely cause I was watching their youtube videos. I am a fan of Lucas, thought his Fred and Marvin series was funny. Joey recently captured my attention after his latest music release which resonated with me. Oddly enough they remind me of Kevin who worked in WeHo with me and and Mr. DWD respectively. The Dream part from my jobs  started off as a dream, but they seemed to have been digging for something. I know the theater was mostly likely a construct of my own, which they didn't appreciate. I can only guess since through them I was linked with their group and victims....my mind interpreted their psychic network as that. Seems I accidentally a broadcasted message through everyone in contact. My left side still feels odd, like something has been adjusted or missing. I have noted no unusual marks or bruising. Yet I feel off.